Stray Kids 9th Member ~ Shine Pt.1

Docu Series S-1 Prologue - Natural

~ This is the Samuel Park Documentary Series that will tell his story through his life. There will be many sensitive topics that will be brought up at the beginning of each episode. These sensitive topics include but all not limited to - Self Harm, Depression, Suicide, Anxiety, Sexual Orientation, Feminism - If you are sensitive to any of these topics please do not watch or watch  at your own risk. Thank you for supporting Samuel. ~

*Song Of The Day- "You Found Me" by The Fray

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November 23, 2016

Sammy: My mother was young when she had me... her family was from a long line of what could be considered chaebol's to Korean standard. In America they were the head of a huge corporation and were insanely wealthy and proper. They are respected highly... I've never met them. The Kyulyua's known for their beauty and kind hearts. Mom noted them as cold and pitiful. They have mansion all across the world with the highest fashion. They deal in all aspects of manufacturing and business really. I've only heard stories.... I'm far from them.

Jackson: Sammy always mentioned wanting to know his grandparents. It didn't matter what side of the family. He talked fondly of his fantasies of what his grandparents would be like.

MC: What's the darkest memory you have?

Sammy: Watching my mother's heart get broken by countless men and being called a whore for having me out of wedlock...

MC: What's your happiest memory?

Sammy: Meeting Kim Jonghyun of SHINee.

Ju-Hyun: He is always respectful of everyone around him. No matter who he encounters. To that I have deep respect for him and deep fondness.

Heechul: I never saw someone hate themself so much. He hated every aspect about himself. From the way he walked to the way he talked. It was like he was his own hater. His own bully. Who never stopped commenting on every detail about himself.

Jimin: He was so kind and respectful when I met him for the first time. He respected Jungkook and never crossed boundaries. He seemed afraid of something and that always held him back. It was hard for me to befriend Seungjae since he always hid.

MC: You're worst fear?

Sammy: Myself.

MC: What you want most?

Sammy: Happiness.

Jonghyun: He held his breath and when he did gasp for breath he stopped himself. He was drowning himself.

Jimin: He was so affectionate and caring that even if he did grow cold he'd laugh it off and smile brightly again. A pain was ingrained into his eyes despite his bubbly exterior.

MC: What memory is the most painful to remember?

Sammy: *looks down* My mother clutching her stomach in pain when Mae-Li's father left her. The day Mae-Li was born.

MC: Why?

Sammy: Because she was begging to be set free. I wished I could have set her free.

Jimin: He blames himself for so many things that aren't his fault.

Jonghyun: He hides his pain behind his smiles and bubbly exterior.

Heechul: I have always wanted to ask but I didn't want to make him mad.

MC: Do you get mad often?

Sammy: No. Not at all.

Ju-Hyun: He never gets mad. He's always so chillingly level headed. It freaks you out when you first notice it. Like is this the kid that had been jumping with joy at getting a plushie?

~ The first episode of Natural will air December 20, 2016 at 12 PM KST ~