(13) my worst

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nahmir pov

i sprayed a lil Cologne on my body walking out the room seeing cola eating a salad

" what time will you be back " ? she asked

" maybe around 6 " . i kissed her

today i was going to see brooklyn and spend some time with her . victoria ain't letting her come over here and she's only letting me see her if she comes along ..

but i'm not gonna complain

i pulled up to monkey joes seeing victoria watching brooklyn jump in one of the jump houses

i walked over to her " hey " .

she just looked at me calling for brooklyn to come out so she could see me i was surprised to see her already walking at 9 months .

i picked her up kissing all over her face " daddy missed you so much " .

i followed victoria to the table she reserved watching her eat a slice of pizza . she looked good

" i didn't know she was walking yet " ?

" well yeah you've missed a lot sooo " . she took a sip of her drink

" well you not letting me see her " i laughed

" i don't want cola around my child " .

i rolled my eyes in annoyance " well one day you just gon have to get over it i want brook to met her sibling " .

" whatever nahmir i really don't wanna talk about whatever tf y'all having going on we're just here for brooklyn ".

i just nodded looking down

we we're now at the mall buying things for brooklyn which made it feel like old times like when i didn't agree on certain outfits for brook

" you're not dressing my daughter like a boy nahmir " . victoria argued

" well you ain't letting her walk around with a two piece bathing suit " .

" i think it's cute don't you think it's cute brook " ? she asked

brooklyn just laughed looking at the both of us laughing

" you hungry i'm starving and that nasty ass pizza did not fill me up " .

" i want red lobster i've been craving " .

she's on her period i already know everytime she craves red lobster it's definitely her girly stuff

sitting at the table with victoria was awkward things felt so normal but they really weren't there was so much tension built up in between us i'm pretty sure the waitress could tell .

i gave brooklyn little pieces of bread while we let her bottle sit in the hot water for a few minutes .

" so how have things been with you " ? i asked her just to start a conversation

" they've been good i'm moving in a few days " .

" where to " ? i asked

" a small condo just for me nelly n brook " .

it was good the hear that she was moving on and doing okay

i laughed cutting my steak " so you not gon ask how i'm doing " ?

" i honestly could care less about how your doing but i'm assuming it's good as long as you just leave me alone ".

" wow so it's like that " ? i joked

" it will forever be like that end of conversation " . she semi yelled

" i'm sorry " . i mumbled

" you should be this was your last strike and you lost your chance at something real so yeah you should be sorry " .

" it was a mistake " .

she slammed her fork down looking at me as if she wanted to cry " no you can't make the same mistake over and over and over again it has now become a choice and that's what you've chosen to do nahmir " .

" i don't wanna hear why you did it i don't wanna hear the reason behind it it's dead the situation is dead there's nothing you can say that i haven't heard before i should've made it easier by just leaving you first " .

i scrunched my face up looking at her " what you talking about " .

" i was ready to end our relationship before cola even came over you weren't the same you were going back to your old habits and i wasn't going to fall back down that hill with you nor bring my daughter along " .

i totally understand i wouldn't want brook to see me like that anyways .

" but it's over right we're officially done whatever situation happens i won't be there again to fall back in love with you no.. we're just brooklyn's parents that's it " . she stood up grabbing her purse and brooklyn

" wait " i said grabbing her arm

" i got you a little early birthday gift just because this is the only time i'm going to see you " .

i handed her a small box looking at her one last good time .

" thank you " .

i kissed brooklyn goodbye watching victoria walk out the door .

it's over .

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