debo pov
got news that my baby mama (asia) wanted to talk to me which was weird
i told her to met me at my crib and to bring amir too just cuz i haven't seen him a minute
" wassup babygirl " i said looking at her body
" hello " . she said walking inside
" so no hug " ?
she rolled her eyes just looking at me as if i said something wrong
" i heard you got shot desean "..
" aye uh amir go to daddy room and close the door the tv on " .
he took his tablet and toys in my room closing the door
" why would u say that in front of him asia " .
" why you doing shit like this in front of him " .
" whatchu mean " ?
" the streets raised you and you not finna have amir just like you debo that's a no go " .
" what happened " ?
" he got into a fight at school and told the little boy his daddy gotta gun and his daddy will come and shoot him " .
i looked at her crazy " a fight ? he only in kindergarten " .
" nigga did you hear the part where he threatened the boy he got suspended, how you get suspended in elementary school?!" she shook her head
" whatchu trynna say " ? i asked
" to calm down just a little bit i know this yo life n everything but this shit gotta stop it's effecting your son and you love your son right " ?
" of course " .
" look i'm not telling you to stay completely out the streets but-
" brea made you talk to me " ? i asked cutting her off just because this conversation sounded a little to familiar
" yes but now i'm coming in for the sake of amir desean " .
" bruh y'all know whatever y'all say-
" okay but you know you have child whatever you do he gon wanna do to debo i just want you to set a good example for him " .
" and i will if y'all stay off my fucking dick as long as i'm brining in money and keeping y'all safe i'm good we good i don't wanna continue to hear about this fuck ass shit " .
she rolled her eyes " this that same shit that got bear killed " .
i stood up bringing my hand up but i stopped myself just looking at her " asia don't bring him into this this ain't-
" no because you know i'm fucking right yo own blood got his brains blown over this shit and now mario locked up i don't want you to be next neither does amir or brea " .
i sighed just looking at her " nobody can talk me out of this shit at all i do this for the family asia and you know this shit but you also know i wouldn't dare let my son become what i am today you know i want better things for him ".
" i know " . is all she said
" so talking to me for what either way it not gon change ".
" we just want you to try to make better decisions before you end up locked up or left for dead " .
" and i will on my brother grave i will if y'all would just leave me tf alone and let a nigga do what he gotta do " .
" okay we'll see " . she stood up
" oh and btw you keeping your son i need a break " she grabbed her purse
" oh and also talk to your girlfriend please she love you and all she want is yo ugly ass so talk to her don't leave her feeling wanted ".
" okay asia " . i said closing the door behind her
i thought about what asia said and decided to pull up on brea instead, even brought amir along
" wassup baby " i kissed the side of her cheek grabbing her ass
he playfully rolled her eyes laughing " boyyy what do you want " .
" i wanted to come see you ma, i ain't seen you or heard from you in a minute " .
she just gave me a dumb look crossing her arms " you left me " .
" and that's why i'm here B my bad for all that shit i was just going off of emotions you know me " . i shrugged laughing
" i don't know desean what you did hurt it showed me your true colors and i don't think us being together right now-
" you cutting me off " ? i asked
" until you getcho mind right and start thinking before you do dumb shit " .
" sooo i possibly gotta chance to be with you again " .
" definite 2 outta 5 ".
i sucked my teeth looking at her " stop playing bruh " .
" actions speak louder than words and you ain't shown me nothing " .
i sighed looking at amir " i know ima be back can't no nigga take my place " .
" we'll see " . she winked
