First Love // H.S.

22

After having have spent a whole day with Harry, I'm sitting at the right side of the bed, showered and under the blankets, wearing the T-shirt Harry was wearing today. My phone is in my hand, my finger hovering above the Twitter icon.

I've been avoiding any kinds of social media for two days, afraid that if I go online, I will know if I'm on my own social media timeline and I will know if I'm receiving hate. I just don't wanna know.

But I know that I can't be avoiding social media forever, so I click on the Twitter icon while holding my breath.

The first things I see on my timeline aren't special, just some food receipt video's I'm never gonna make and some updates of friends. When I see the words "Harry Styles" and "girlfriend" on my screen, I nearly get a heart attack.

I click on the tweet. It shows the pictures the girl on the airport had shown me, plus some new ones at the airport. Harry and I look really happy on the pictures, it's like we're glowing.

It may not be so bad after all.

Until I see the replies.

@anne1d: ew, that's obviously a slut
@nichole99: She's so ugly!! What does Harry see in her? All I see is ugliness.
@chiaraaax: whore dirty whore!!

These are the first three replies read. They make me feel horrible. Those girls literally hate me, even though they haven't met me in person. What is their problem?

@selenatwitter: Awww they look so in love. It's so cute!! Wishing them all the best!!!
@ryanshepherd: You see how happy Harry looks with Olivia? She's amazing! All my love to her and the rest of the Tomlinsons <3 and Harry of course lol
@marthaw1direction: She's so f*****g pretty!!! Those hate comments are pure jealousy.

These replies make me wanna cry in joy. The majority of the comments are positive ones like those. It's really not as bad as I thought it would be. Of course the hate comments suck, but since there are much more positive ones, I can handle it.

@larrystylinson.s: I genuinely thought Harry was in love with Louis. Am I the only one?

This tweet makes me frown in confusion, mentioning the fact that the tweet has many likes. Why did people think Harry was in love with my brother? That's weird.

'Hey, you okay?' Harry speaks up after coming out of the bathroom, his hair wet.

'Yes, I just checked Twitter. There's photos of us online, but the hate isn't as much as I thought. There are way more positive comments.' I tell, putting my phone away. Harry gets onto the left side of the bed, beside me, and pulls the blankets over his body.

'That's a good thing, right?' He asks.
'Definitely. I was so stressed for not much.' I answer.
'Was the hate mostly turned towards you or towards me?' He asks.
'Um, you didn't get any hate. All the hate was turned to me.' I answer. Harry sighs and snuggles his head into my shoulder. I start playing with his wet hair.

'I'm sorry, Livvie.' He says then.
'It doesn't matter. I think they're just jealous.' I answer, along with a sigh.

'I know that they're jealous. Who wouldn't want to date a pretty, sweet girl like you?' Harry answers, making me smile.

'I think they're jealous of me for dating you, not the other way around.' I chuckle.
'Yeah, probably...' Harry mumbles. He moves to my neck and inhales deeply. 'You smell good.' He says then. In response, I sniff his hair.