First Love // H.S.

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The next morning, my alarm wakes me up at 8AM. Normally, I hate it when my alarm goes off, but now, I'm feeling better than ever.

With a small smile on my face, I turn my alarm off and take my phone off the charger. I feel the smile on my face growing bigger when I read Harry's text.

From: Harry Styles
Good morning, love. Last night was the best night of my life. Hope you feel the same way. I love you x

Of course I feel the same way. I've never woken up this happy and energetic before. I feel like I can handle every bad thing in my life.

I'm genuinely so in love with that boy.
I can't imagine ever falling out of love with him.

To: Harry Styles
Last night was unforgettable in the best way possible. ILYSM xxx

A weird thing is that I'm already feeling sad about the day we break up. I'd rather not give any thought to it at all, but I can't help myself. Imagining our breakup breaks my heart, and what breaks my heart even more is that I know that someday, we'll break up. I don't think I'll ever be able to forget him when we do.

*

'And?' Maddie asks when we meet each other for the first time that day, at the ending of the schoolday.

'Hi.' I say instead of answering her question.
'Your eyes are glowing. You did it, right?' She asks curiously. I look at her, feeling myself smile.

'Yes, that look is enough. Tell me, did it hurt?' Maddie asks excitedly.
'A bit at the beginning. After that, it felt amazing.' I tell.
'I told you! Were you nervous?' Maddie asks.
'Yes. And listen, when he saw I was hurting at the beginning, he got so scared and felt so sorry.' I continue.

'Was he good?' Maddie asks shamelessly.
'Sheesh, he's big.' I tell just as shameless as her.

'How many inches do you think he was?' Maddie continues.
'Um, I'm guessing somewhere around eight or nine.' I answer. Maddie gasps in response.

'Holy mother of God, you have any idea how big that is?' She asks, talking quietly.
'And you bought him extra small! That's an insult to him.' I add.
'Tell him I'm sorry. Okay, let me ask you a few questions about your night.' She says. I give her a look to tell her I'm listening.

'Did you pee after?' She starts.
'Yes.' I answer.
'Good. Did you use a condom?' She continues.
'No. I'm on birth control, and since the chances are very odd that one of us is born with an STD, we didn't use one.' I tell. Maddie gives me a disappointed look.

'What?!' I exclaim.
'There's still one percent chance on a baby! So now you're an STD and a baby richer.' She tells.
'Cool. Hey, you got any cute names for the baby?' I ask jokingly.
'I'm dead-serious here, Liv! Please stop swallowing the pill for a week and see if you're getting your period. Just to make sure.' Maddie demands. I groan.

'I don't want to be on my period!' I protest.
'Do it for me! Finish your three weeks, and stop swallowing for a week!' Maddie practically begs. I sigh.

'I'm on my last week now. Three pills left. I'll stop swallowing for a week and suffer with my period, all for you.' I tell her then.
'If you don't get your period, don't come crawling to me, because I'm just gonna tell you I told you so.' Maddie says.
'I will get my period. They invented contraceptive for a reason, Maddie, which is to be able to have sex without a condom.' I remind her. Maddie gives me an annoyed look.

'I don't trust it.' She says then.
'No wonder why you're not on it.' I mutter.
'What did you say?' She asks.
'Nothing. I'm gonna head home.' I tell while walking towards the exit of the school.