First Love // H.S.

36

Start of Take Me Home world tour;
The boys are leaving the UK

My alarm goes off at 6AM. It didn't wake me up, since I've been lying awake all night.

I turn my alarm off and look at my phone. No texts. Before I switch off my phone, I text Harry a simple red heart.

I hate this day and it hasn't even started yet.
They're leaving for the Take Me Home tour in three hours.
I hate it.

I can hear people talking downstairs, Louis' voice echoing above all the noises.

I'm gonna miss him so much.
Believe it or not- I love my brother with all my heart and soul. I would die for him with zero hesitation.

I get out of my bed and get ready as fast as I can. I need to enjoy the last little hours I have with my brother as much as possible.

'Hey, Eleanor.' I say when I'm downstairs and see Eleanor. She obviously feels exactly the same way as I do, seeing the sad look on her face.

'Hi, Liv.' She answers with a weak smile.
'Eleanor, don't be so sad. I'll be back before you know.' Louis says when he sees Eleanor is about to cry.

'Nine months. I could get a whole baby in nine months.' I comment.
'Don't even think about it. I don't want a Harry Junior running around my house when I get back home.' Louis says warningly.

'Is it really true that you and Harry are back together?' Eleanor asks me.
'Yeah... so I guess I could say I know exactly how you're feeling right now.' I answer.
'Yeah, it's like I don't want Louis to go away, but at the same time I want him to because it's literally his future.' Eleanor tells.
'Exactly.' I agree.

'Oh, c'mon, ladies. Stop being so sad! I'll be back for a quick break, remember?' Louis says.
'That's in five months!' Eleanor exclaims.
'Yeah, I guess you could say that's a lot. I'm gonna miss you too, El.' Louis says, pulling Eleanor into a hug.

'Just promise me you'll have fun.' Eleanor says.
'I guarantee you I'll have fun.' Louis answers. He looks at me, not releasing Eleanor.

'Harry will have fun too, Liv.' He tells.
'I'm sure he will. But he isn't the only person I'm gonna miss, Louis.' I answer. Louis chuckles and releases Eleanor.

'My little sister wants her big brother to give her a hug.' He says.
'I actually meant how much I'm gonna miss Niall, Zayn and Liam.' I joke.
'Come here, Liv.' Louis answers, holding his arms out to me. I feel myself smile a bit while I hug him.

'I'm gonna miss you too.' He tells. 
'I love you, big brother.' I say.
'I love you too, little sister.' Louis answers. I release him, feeling my eyes stinging.

'No, she's crying.' Louis says.
'No, I'm not.' I chuckle, quickly wiping the tears away.

'We'll call.' Louis tells. I nod in agreement.

*

It's two hours further. I'm at the airport with Louis, Eleanor and my parents. My sisters couldn't come with us because the car would be full. Of course they had to get angry because I was allowed to come, but they didn't quite realize that if I stayed home, I wouldn't get to say goodbye to my boyfriend.

'Do we really have to say goodbye before they go through security?' I ask.
'We can't go through security, Liv. We don't have a flight to catch.' Dad explains.
'I don't care, I'll just pretend I lost my ticket.' I tell.
'That's not gonna work, honey.' Mum answers. I sigh, feeling myself getting sadder the minute.

'It's just Harry, Liv.' Louis comments.
'Excuse me? Just Harry?' I ask.
'Calm down, I was joking.' Louis chuckles.
'Not funny.' I mumble.