Alaala: Simula

Labingsiyam

KLEIN POV

🎶 I'm not gonna fight back what I've become

Yeah, I've got bruises where I came from

But I wouldn't change if I could restart

I ain't gonna hide these beautiful scars🎶

It has been several days na medyo na-stress ako sa mga nangyari. Above all, I just can't get out of that perfect picture in my head. Hindi ko alam kung saan ko siya huling nakita except nung nasa Casa del Rio ako. Pakiramdam ko matagal ko na siyang nakita. Hindi ko batid kung kailan at saan. How I wonder who she was before? Hay! Don't mind her na lang, Yohan. Hindi mo sya dapat pag-aksayahan oras mo dahil may malaki ka pang gampanin para kay Maggie. She is on a very sensitive mode simula nung hiniwalayan siya ni Lance. I feel bad seeing her devastated and a little depressed but I have no choice. Mahal ko siya and I'll do whatever it takes to make her happy. While sitting in the chairs of Deluxe and waiting for a Cosmopolitan, bigla ako napahinto ng dumaan ang isang pamilyar na tao.

"Sir?" pagtatanong ng waiter.

"Iiwanan ko muna itong order na'to." tugon ko. I went out from the shop and followed her. The heck naman at nagpakita pa siya ulit. This is crazy, Yohan! Who are you ba talaga?

I followed her sa garden ng HZ Mall and waited for her to come by my area.

"Uhmmm are you lost, baby girl?"

She smiled. " Nakikilala kita. Ikaw yung bumugbog kay Lance. What brought you here?" bulalas ko.

"He deserved it. Have I ever met you before?" I asked in curiosity.

"Excuse me. Hindi kita kilala. And if you insisted na nakita mo na ako...I'm sorry." galit nitong tono.

I let her go. Pero bakit ipinagpipilitan ng katawan kong nakita ko na sya noon pa? I followed her to the point na she tripped into my chest and fall from her heels. I feel her heart beat so close. A very familiar beat that I seem to know. Her blue grey stares hit me deep down to my core. F***! This is crazy. I know this is real but why the heck natatangay ako masyado sa mga tingin niya na tila ba binabalik ako sa nakaraan. Who are you baby? Who are you? I hurriedly pinned her on the wall and stare back.

🎶Oh oh I saw her and she hit me like (tadow)

Saw that thing so beautiful (tadow)

She just hit my heart, oh (tadow)

Full force and she got me like (tadow)🎶

I smiled and looked at her deeply. "If you scream, I will not let you go..." pagbabanta ko.

"You don't own me." she insisted.

I kissed her deeply and felt her body saying 'No'. Her lips taste like cherries freshly picked from its tree. She trembles na para bang hindi siya sanay makipaghalikan. Di ko na namalayan na masyado syang malakas at naitulak ako. Her breathing was so raspy that I could seem to hear it. Then, her hands landed on my cheeks and made it red. I couldn't blame her by the way she reacted. She run fast and walk away from me. Suddenly, di ko namalayan na naalala ko kung sino siya. Now, I know where my Polaris is. She was her. Abby and Polaris is the same person.

Maggie came by and smiled. "Hey baby..."

"Just in time babe..."

Buti na lang at walang naabutan si Maggie.