Sinse i was staying in Ondreaz's room tonight he let me sleep on his bed and he slept on the couch in his room i couldn't sleep i just kept on replaying in my head when jessica and tony kissed it was annoying but i couldnt get it out of my head
"FUCK"i scream
"whats wrong"ondreaz said cause i had woke him up by my screaming
"i cant get tony and jessica out of my head and its driving me crazy"i said putting my head on my face
ondreaz then came over to me and sat beside me on the bed
"look brake ups are hard but ur strong and will get through it"ondreaz said
"who said i broke up with tony"i said
"wait so u still want to be with him after what he did"ondreaz said
"no thats not what i meant"i said
"well thats what it sounded like"ondreaz said
"wait but fr after what he did u still like him"ondreaz said
"who said i liked him i love him but after what he did i dont know what to do anymore deep down my heart wants him back but then on the top of my heart its telling me to throw him away and i dont deserve him"i said
"ur life but in my opinion definitely dont throw him away cause he aint trash"ondreaz said and we both started laughing
"thank u ondreaz for everything without u i wouldnt know how to handle this" i said
"id do anything for someone thats like a lil sister to me"he said
"aww come here"i said opening my arms as he gave me a big hug
After that talk with dre it definitely helped me but i was still upset so i cried myself to sleep but thats what any other girl would do cry urself to sleep it helps its kind of like an addiction.
I woke up to ondreaz shaking me telling me to wake up
"whyyy"i said
"u have school today u know"he said
"i dont feel like going to school today i still feel like shit"i said
"fine u can stay home today"he said
"yay thanks"i said
Ondreaz POV
I felt really bad for mads and she needed a day out with the girls to get her mind of tony so i decided to text kouvr
KOUVR
ondreaz:hi kouvr
kouvr:hi
ondreaz:so i was thinking of something u and the girls could do for me
kouvr:what it is
ondreaz:i need u to take mads out and have a girls day to get her mind of stuff
kouvr:i was going to ask the girls anyways i was thinking of this
ondreaz:well take good care of her
kouvr:we will
END OF CONVERSATION
Madisons POV
I decided to go back to sleep cause i was still tired but i got woken up by kouvr jumping on the bed
"stopppp"i said but she kept jumping
"stopp"i said as she still kept on jumping on top of me
"I SAID STOP"
"that would have been a good tiktok if i catched that on camera"kouvr said
"well good thing i did"alex says coming out of nowhere with his vlog camera
"omg yayy i love u"kouvr says as she jumps on alex
Honestly there relashionship is so cute that it calls me single in every language to exist including sign language
"whats the excitment about"i said
"get ready where having a girls day out"kouvr said
"can i come"alex asked
"woah ur trans i didnt know that"kouvr said
"no im not"alex said
"well if u arent a girl then u cant come"kouvr said as we laughed and i got out of bed
"ill leave u to get ready"kouvr said as alex her and ondreaz got out of the room
I got in the shower and when I was done i then got dressed and i couldnt be bothered to do my hair so i throwed it up into a messy bun i grabed my bag and phone and headed downstairs to see all the girls waiting for me
"come on ur so slow"avani says pulling me out of the door
Addison was driving so i got in the car at the front with addy. We then head to ihop where we got our breakfast and we ate it we then went to get our nails done and i got marble affect acrylics.
"u should get ur hair dyed"dixie said
"no come on my hair wouldnt look good if i dyed it and i like my hair brown"i said
"no u should actually get ur hair dyed blonde or just get blonde highlights if u dont want to go fully blonde"addison said
"i dont know i think ill look bad with blonde hair"i said
"ur my bestfriend and i know what looks good on u and blonde will definitely suit u and u can also show tony what hes missing"kouvr said
"okay fine ill get highlights cause im not sure on going fully blonde"i said
We arrive at the hairdressers and then they started showing me wich type of blonde colour i wanted i then picked out a not to dark but not to light blonde colour. I then changed my mind and decided to go fully blonde after bc i really liked the colour. After 2 hours my hair was finally done and the hairdresser even curled my hair for me which was good because im bad at curling my own hair. I then was about to pay but addy stopped me
"its ur day out so ill pay for u"she said
"no i can pay for myself"i said
"pls let me pay"she said
"thank u addy"i said hugging her
We then after decided to go to the mall to get a new outfit after an hour of looking around i finally found this really cute outfit and i payed for it and then everyone else decided to get it so we could go matching we then got changed into our outfit and we then decided to go to raes and canes cause thats the place that always cheers me up but for some reason when we got there it made me feel worse then i realise this is the place me and tony got to know each other and all the memories came flooding back and then i was snapped out of my thoughts by kouvr asking if i was ok then the one tear that falled out of my eye turned into thousands of tears falling from my eyes so i just get up and went into the restroom i then stare at myself in the restroom mirror wiping my tears away with my hands only for more to come back
"hey are u ok"someone says and i turn around to see......
SORRY BUT IM LEAVING U ON A CLIFF HANGER
YOU ARE READING
Do i really deserve him
FanfictionA lot of shit happens in this story and I don't want to ruin it so read the book to find out!!
