Do i really deserve him

Chapter 44

"Okay darianka lets go get something to eat cause I'm hungry"I said

"Shut up Tayler Just cause I told u I like her doesn't mean u can annoy me by calling me Darianka"nick said

"I like the name tayler"I said

"Bruh it was meant to annoy u not for u to like it"nick said

"Well I like it"I said

"where shall we go and eat"nick asked

"i dont really care anywhere"i said

"okay lets go in and out"nick said

"sure"i said

sinse we both came in our own cars we had to drive in two different cars and meet up at in and out nick was faster at driving then me so he arrived before me so as soon as i got there i went inside and met up with him we ordered then ate our food and decided to head home

I arrived home and I went upstairs feeling better And I go upstairs to see the room set with flowers and candles and gifts

"What's this for" I asked tony as I walked in

"Well the girls said u were probs in a mood bc it's that time of month so I decided to give u a little surprise to help u feel better cause I'm not a girl so I don't know how bad period cramps feel so I'm guessing they hurt so I hope u feel better"Tony said

I swear to god this boy was making me fall for him even more even tho I stopped falling for him and I had to go with that I was in a mood bc it's that time of month bc I couldn't tell him what I just told nick.

"Thank u I love this so much" I said

Then I saw tony was going to kiss me so I ducked down and layed on the bed pretending I was tired

Tony had a confused look on his face but I think he also thinks I didn't mean to do that

"So where did u go"Tony asked

"Just out with my brother"I said

"Cool"Tony said

And it was just awkward silence then I remembered what nick said to keep distance so I got of the bed and walked out of the room without tell him where I was going

I went downstairs to see everyone in the living room so I sat down and everyone just went quiet

"why yall looking at me like that" I said

"Just dont flip out at us again I'm scared for my life of u"Dixie said

"I'm sorry I just wasn't in the best mood"I said

"Do u want to talk about it"Dixie said

I didn't know what to say cause obvs I couldn't tell her and if I said no she would know somethings going on and nick realised that

"Mads come with me I need to show u something upstairs"nick said

"Yall can wait I might tell u after he shows me" I said

I then followed nick up to his room and closed the door

"Thank u"I said

"Yeah ur gonna have to tell them soon cause I can't keep this a secret for much long"nick said

"Keep what a secret"darianka said walking into the room

"Oh hi darianka just the person I was expecting"I said smirking cause Of what nick told me and I just pushed her on to nicks bed and I sat on the couch in his room cause I didn't want to disturb stuff I pretend i was going on my phone but in reality I was eyeing them to see them if anything happens

"What's up Dari"nick said

I then couldn't help it and started laughing cause nick was talking in such a soft voice god he really must like her

"What's so funny"darianka asked

"Nothing something someone sent me"I said looking at my phone

"Let me see"darianka said
I couldn't let her see side I was staring at a black screen

"No u can't see its private"I said

"Oh tonys out here wilding sending u pics"darianka said

"Sure"I said

"Nicky u need to take the phone of this girl"darianka said

I then started laughing at the fact she called him Nicky cause he only lets me Ryland and Tony call him that

"How many pics does this boy send u"she asked

"More than nick ever will" I said

She then went red and that gave nick the answer he wanted to know it was clear she liked him too

"Hey don't disrespect her like that if ur gonna disrespect her im gonna disrespect u by saying she's more prettier than u "nick said

"Aww I'm pretty"she said starting in to his eyes

I was mad at the fact he said she was prettier than me wich is true but I didn't want to interrupt there moment so I didn't say anything and I knew what was gonna happen next and honestly it would be wierd for me to see my brother kiss someone infront of me so I decided to go to the bathroom and have a shower I had a shower then changed into my brothers sweats and hoodie cause his clothes were just more comfortable I went out of the bathroom only too see nick and darianka fucking

"Wtf seriously"I said

"Get out"nick said so I just let them be and left the room and shut the door behind me

As soon as I walked out I met eyes with tony and I was still trying to ignore him so I just went to kouvrs room before he could say anything

I went into kouvrs room only to see her and Alex arguing

"Just the person we needed"Alex said

"How come"I said

"So kouvr keeps telling me to buy her a pet hamster but I don't want to and she won't leave me alone so do u think I should buy her a hamster"Alex said

"No u shouldn't "I said

"Mads really I thought u were my bestfriend"kouvr said

"I said no bc he shouldn't get u a hamster he should get u HAMSTERS u need two hamsters" I said

"AGHH I love u"kouvr said and hugged me

"I'm gonna help u name them tho"I said

"Why don't one hamster be urs and the other one be mine and we can name them and they could be bffs just like us"kouvr said

"Omg yess awww"I said