Do i really deserve him

Chapter 68

We arrived at the hype house but just by looking at the house my thoughts started coming back and my heart was beating so fast and i knew damn well that this was gonna turn into a big fight

"hey are u okay ur heart is beating really fast"tayler said

"idk what it is but this house is making me scared"i said

"did u guys just u hear what she said that boy fucking traumatised her that she's scared to even come to this house"tayler said

that wasn't the way i meant when i said I was scared but i guess ill just go with it in that way

"noo baby is okay there's nothing to be scared of we won't let him ever touch u again"darianka said

"how do i know u won't let him touch me"i said

"baby look at me im here ur brother is here and so is one of ur bestfriends we won't let anyone touch u i promise"tayler said

"he won't ever touch u we promise"nick said and i smiled at them

we then got out of the car and tayler held my hand nick knocked on the door and it was opened by ryland

"sup shawty"ryland said

"wassup buddy"nick said hugging him

"how are u"nick said

"other than the fact u left me for these loosers im good"ryland said

and id normally laugh and roast him back cause he called us loosers but i didn't so that's when he realised i was sad

"whats wrong with u mads"ryland said closing the door

"where's ondreaz"tayler said ignoring rylands question

"i dont know but i think he should be in his room but i could go call him to come down"ryland said

"ill just text him to come down its fine"tayler said and he texted ondreaz

"hi guys"ondreaz said walking down the stairs

i had to play dramatic if i wanted them to believe me cause its too late to go back now

ondreaz then came to hug me but I moved back so he couldn't

"give us one sec"tayler said and he dragged me outside with him

"are u okay what happened i thought u loved ondreaz"he said

"its just that i can't trust ondreaz either cause of his brother and how do we know that abuse doesn't run through the family"i said and he sighed and hugged me really tight

"all i want for u is to feel safe an if this is how u feel than i dont feel comfrtable in this house knowing that u dont feel safe"he said

"no its okay i can stay but i just don't want him anywhere near me and his brother"i said

"u sure"he said and i nodded and he moved my hair behind my ear and kissed me on the cheek

we then walked back inside and tayler gave nick that ill tell u later look

"chilee anyways"darianka said braking the silence

"where tf is tony we came here to talk to him we can either talk or fight it out"nick said

"imma just pretend like ik whats going on"thomas said walking into the room with mia

"so no tonick or Tony's my bae whats going on"ryland said

"when it comes to my sister imma do anything i can for her and stick up cause family comes first"nick said

"i don't think anyone here knows whats going on exept for you four and me and tony"ondreaz said