I went upstairs and got changed for the day i didn't know what i was gonna do today but i deffo didn't want to hang around tony for the day i then decided to facetime tayler to see how he was doing
tayler:yo whats up
me:its only been a few hours well nearly a day and i already miss u
tayler:trust me i miss u too
me:so where are u right now
tayler:im in my hotel room chilling and tomorrow is gonna be the first meet and greet
me:well good luck and have fun
tayler:u too
me:wdym u too the hype house is no fun its boring
tayer:u can say that again (laughs)
me:well im gonna go let u rest and ill talk to u later
tayler:okay byee
me:bye (blows a kiss at the camera)
tayler:(blows kiss back and hangup)
"who was that"tony said walking in to the room
"tayler"i said
"hows he doing"he said
"fine"i said
"anything exciting happening today"he asked
"no why"i said
"well sinse we have nothing to do.....do u want to go somewhere with me"he sad
"ok fine but only because im bored and have nothing to do"i said
"lets go now and we can get starbucks if u want"he said
"ill do anything for starbucks"i said getting up
"even kiss me??"tony said waiting for an answer
"don't get ur hopes up hun"i said and walked out of the room
"so were we going "i asked as tony was driving
"here"he said parking
"tony u know this isn't a competition between u and tayler right"i said and he looked at me confused
"u know me and tayler came here so why u bringing me here"i said
"tayler knows about this place"he asked
"yes apparetly its his safe space well mine and his now but i guess its not "safe" anymore"i said
"mads im sorry i didnt know i thought it was my safe space but u know this place"he said
"we can go somewhere else if u want"he said
"no its okay i need this place right now anyways"i said getting out of the car
we sat down on the grass and it was silent until i realised tony was staring at me and it looked like he wanted to say something to me but couldnt
"What tell me then"i said in an annoyed voice
"why cant we just go back to the old times"he said
"Well if u didn't go around kissing jessica then none of this would have happened and i dont think we can go back when ur life is about to turn around cause u might be someones dad"i said
"yes and i already explained what hapened and i didnt mean for any of this to happen"he said
"why cant we go back to being bestfriends I'd die for a relationship ike urs and taylers"he said
"i still dont fully forgive u and u have to prove to me we can be bestfriends again"i said
i then felt soft lips kiss me
"tony wth u cant just go around kissing me its not gonna hep all its gonna do is make this alot harder"i said
"WELL WHAT THE FUCK DO U EXPECT ME TO DO"he said angry
"im sorry i didnt mean to raise my voice im just pissed of"he said
"its ok im pissed of aswell and don't know what to do"i said
We then sat there staring into the lake trying to get our thought out of our mind
"wanna go skinny dipping"tony said braking the silence
"are u fucking crazy or mentally wrong in the head"i said
"none im being serious"he said taking his top only for me to see his abs
wth was this boy doing he was just making me fall for him even harder and im trying to let go of him not fall for him
"come on it will be fun"he said putting his arm around my shoulder
"fine but im not getting completly naked"i said
"okay but u do know if u get naked it won't be the first time ive seen ur body and ur beautiful"he said taking his pants of
"idc still not getting completly naked" i said
i then took my top and pants of leaving me in only a bra and underwear. Tony then took his boxers of wich left him completly naked and i just looked at him like he was crazy. He then jumped into the lake I put one put one of my foot in the lake and took it out sraight away
"whats wrong"tony said
"have u lost ur mind that waters fucking freezing"i said
"its not that cold" he says and lifts me up
"tony dont u dare throw me in the water or-"i said
"or what"he said and dropped me in the lake
"i fucking hate u"i said
"i know u love me"he said
i was about to get out of the lake and tony pulled me back in at this found his body was up close against mine and i felt his boner from under the water ughh this boy knew exactly what he was doing his wet hair with water dripping from it just made me simp for him even more we just started each other in the eyes and i couldnt help it anymore so i kissed him and he kissed me back we were making out in the water for a while until i stopped
"so did i prove to we could be bestfriends again"he said
At this point i didn't know what i was saying cause i had hunger in my eyes for this boy
"i want to be more than bestfriends again"i said
"u do"he said
"yes tony i still love u and all ive ever wanted is to be with u and be happy again"i said
"then why wont u date me"he said
"its bc of the whole baby situation"i said
"i have been thinking about it and...."tony said
im leavng yall on a cliff hanger
i like doing that for some reason haha
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Do i really deserve him
FanfictionA lot of shit happens in this story and I don't want to ruin it so read the book to find out!!
