Let it Hurt

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Disclaimer this is going to be written in third person :D

So let it hurt, let it bleed

Let it take you right down to your knees

Let it burn to the worst degree

May not be what you want, but it's what you need

Sometimes the only way around it

Is to let love do it's work

And let it hurt

Yeah, let it hurt

You fell to the floor in tears. Seeing Hiro after three months was heartbreaking for you. You tried to smile as you walked with your new 'boyfriend' but seeing Hiro with a bigger smile and a pretty girl killed you. It hurt so badly, that tears couldn't even form, you were in a state where you were just numb. Numb from love, numb from the world. You thought after the fight that night you two would make up the next day, but it's been months. You are always to scared to call thinking he won't answer or if he does he'll blame it all on you. That fight was stupid you tell yourself this every day, everyday since you left his apartment. 

Hiro saw you from the distance in the mall, and now that he's back at home he locked himself in the bathroom. Starring at himself blankly through the mirror. He feels so stupid for letting you slip through his fingers. The girl he's with now is only to hide his brokeness. He's as broken as you are. But none of you can see through the fake smiles. He reaches for his phone. He wants to call you but he lets the phone fall to the marble floor. He picks it up in tears, reading and looking over the pictures you sent him. He stares at the pictures you two took together, and that kills him slowly. He wants to call you so badly, very badly, but it'll kill him to hear your voice. Scared that you will be happyy with the new guy. He wants you to be happy but now without him. AS selfish as it sounds Hiro only wants you. He blames himself for that night that ruined everything and he promises himself if he ever got you again he would hold you so close and never let you go. 

You take your phone out from your bag. Looking at your lockscreen with no emotion other than the numbness that has consumed every part of you. You just want to hear Hiro's voice, hear how clear an d bold his voice is. So you dial his number. He picks up on the other end but doesn't say anything. 

"Hiro, are you there ? I miss you and I love you so much, please call me back, I need you," you let a sob escape your lips as you press the end button. Hiro hears your sobs and calls back imediatly. You look at your phone is disbelief when his picture flashes upon your phone, so you answer. 

"Hiro?" you whisper. 

"Y/N, I love you," you hear his soft cries and in that moment both you realize you need eachother because without eachother you are numb and broken. You let all you could hurt but now it was time for the hurting and the bleeding to stop. 

"I love you too Hiro," you pull your legs up to your chest letting the tears fall. His voice is what you needed to hear. He is what you needed all along. Not a distraction to get over him but him. 

"Come back," he murmurs in that voice that used to put you to sleep. You don't hesistate. You grab your bag and jump into your car. 

"I'm coming," you don't hang up, but you don't say anything just listening to eachother breath out in cries of joy. You arrive at his home, he waits in the drive way. You finally turn off your phone and run into Hiro's arms. He embraces you in a tight hug, scared to ever let you go. He kisses you all over and in this moment it feels perfect. You hold onto him. Feeling his body through his shirt, his warmth very inviting. 

"I love you," He mumbles into your lips. 

"I love you more Hiro, I missed you so much," You jump into his arms and he carries you into your house. Although it'll take time for both of your hearts to heal completely, you two talk out what happened, tell eachtoher how much you love eachother, Sharing small kisses and cuddles every few mintues. 

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