Amnesia

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Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Y/N walks beside her new boyfriend. Her eyes scan over the small cafe as they land on him. Hiro Hamada. She remebers it like yesterday. The fight, the screaming, the tears, the broken promises. It hurt her to gaze upon Hiro remebering what happened. 

"Why can't you just understand, I have a job, okay ? Unlike you who sits around on your ass all day starring at the tv!!" Hiro screams. Y/N stands in front of him in tears. 

"HIro I just want to spend more time with you and when you do have off, you go off with your buddies to the bar and I just miss being with you!" Y/N fights back. 

"You're too clingy, I can't handle it!!" he thrashes around throwing pictures and vases to the floor. He had to be drunk. Even though he was at work until five he still had time to go to the bar. Y/N stands back terrified. 

"Then maybe I'll leave," Y/N whispers. 

"Good !" Hiro shouts at her. Y/N rushes up the steps to the shared bedroom, throwing as many of her items she can into a suitcase. "Wait, I'm sorry," Hiro sobers. 

"It's too late Hiro. Look at us, we will never work out, it's not even worth it to try," Y/N closed the luggage numbly. Starring at the wall behind Hiro. 

"Please ?" Hiro mumbles reaching down to touch his girlfriend, she pulls away quickly and skids out of the bedroom. "Don't do this," Hiro calls after her as she unlocks her car. 

"I have to," are the last words Hiro hears her say before she drives off in the distance. Hiro stands in the doorway. Not knowing what to do next. The person he loved most is now gone. The person he made dreams with. Gone. In the car Y/N wiped away her remaining makeup. Trying to stay strong but she knew as soon as she made it to her parents, all she would was cry. And that's what happened. 

Hiro catches Y/N's gaze and instantly his hearts swells. Is it pain, love, hurt, jealousy ? Maybe all. He takes off his apron and walks over to the girl he once cherished in his arms. 

"Y/N, hi," Hiro stammered. He looked towards the boy who now held her fragile hand. He was strong, he was attractive, Y/N was now his. They both haven't seen eachother in three months. Hiro tried to track her down, tried to tell her how sorry he was but he was too late. She moved on. 

"Hi, Hiro," Y/N smiled happily at the smart boy. "This is Calum, my boyfriend," Y/N introduced. 

"Oh, Hi," Hiro refused to shake hands or make any sort of nice gesture to Calum. He was too angry inside, not at Calum, but at himself for not showing Y/N, the unconditional love she deserved. 

"How are you, it's been awhile," Y/N nodded at Hiro. 

"Great, how about you ?" 

"same," 

"Well, I'm happy to hear that," Hiro was happy, happy to see her smile so bright. But it hurt that he wasn't the reasoning behind the smile. He thought that what they had was different, what they had was real, so why was she so okay ? Why was Y/N, so happy with another man ? It kills Hiro. 

"Thanks, well Calum and I have to get going we're meeting some friends for dinner, nice seeing you again," Y/N, turned on her heels with a small wave as she left. Her heart aced a bit, but she survived. She was strong through it all. Yet Hiro wished so hard and so deeply that none of this was real life, he wished he could turn back time, he wished she would have stayed. He wished he could wake up with amnesia and forget everything.

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