What Hurts the Most

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What hurts the most

Was being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was tryin’ to do

As if nothing happened things went back to the way the were for Y/N before she was with Hiro. She was alone, yes, but she was surviving. However behind the thick walls of Hiro's apartment he cried. He didn't realize what he lost until he surely lost it. Hiro still got up, still got dressed, but he felt like he couldn't breath. He felt like his whole life has no meaning. 

"Yeah, I heard about Y/N, she got the job she wanted," Hiro eavesdropped upon a few girls whom were friends with Y/N. He smiled to himself. She wanted to pursue her dreams and she did it. Without him. That crushed him a little. 

"She's coming in tomorrow," someone else said. Hiro's heart sped up. How was he going to face her again? After everything that has happened. 

"This, what is this? This isn't mine," Y/N held up a blouse that certainly wasn't hers. It was cut in a sultry way that Y/N would never dare to wear. Not in public anyway. She found several items scattered about, femal items, that were indeed not hers. She was furious. How could he? After two years?

"I got it for you?" Hiro asked in a tone that Y/N knew too well. He was lieing. 

"Don't lie to me Hiro, who's is this?" she threw the item in his face and he sadly sulked. "Tell me!!" she became unpatient and began to trudge up the steps, packing up all her things into her suitcase. 

"Don't leave," he pleaded. 

"Then tell me," she spat with so much venom on her tounge Hiro stepped back. 

"It's Lucia's," he put his head down. 

"My best friend?" she spoke to herself. Her eyes burned with tears. "Great now I lost two people whom I loved," she pushed in some more articles of clothing before running back down the steps. 

"No, please, it was only once," he lied again. 

"Once? That's why I've been finding her things since October?" she yeilded at the door and grabbed her car keys. "Have a good life," she said before slamming the door shut and taking off. 

"Oh look Y/N's here!!!" the girls ran over to Y/N and engulfed her in a hug. She seemed so happy and perfectly fine without Hiro. That hurt him the most. Knowing her happiness was without him. Knowing that smile was never because of him. He felt guilty. Wishing he could travel back in time and change what he did, but that's not possiable. It's too late, she's far to gone. 

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