let her go

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Only know you love her when you let her go...

And you let her go.

Staring at the bottom of your glass

Hoping one day you'll make a dream last

But dreams come slow, and they go so fast

You see her when you close your eyes

Maybe one day you'll understand why

Everything you touch surely dies

Hiro's P.O.V

I go down the steps to the Cafe my backpack heavy on my shoudlers. I spot Aunt Cass eloped in a conversation with a few costumers. I peek around to see who it is. Y/N and some other guy.

"Well wow, that's great, I'm happy to a see smile on your face again. I haven't seen you in months. " Aunt Cass tells the new couple. My heart falls to my feet.

"Hiro, look who I found," Aunt Cass waves me over to the table. The guys hand is intertwined in Y/N's. I take a shaky breath before speaking.

"Hi," I bite my lip.

"Hey, Hiro, still in college?" Y/N asks.

"I tutor kids there," I explain. "Is this your boyfriend?"

"Fiance," she corrects. I shut my eyes breifly. I lost her about a year ago, I messed up. I really did mess up, I shouldn't have ever compared her to those girls I see on TV. I nagged her everyday to look and act more like them, but what made her leave is when I hit her. She never told anyone though.

"Oh well that's great," I stammer I hear my voice beginning to fade. Aunt Cass walks away to leave me to some privacy. I sit down across from Y/N.

"Yeah it is," She sighs.

"Y/N who is this?" the man asks.

"Oh I'm sorry, this is Jermery," she introduces. "Jermey this is Hiro Hamada,"

"Nice to meet you," Jermery says reaching out a hand for me to shake, I do so nervously.

"So how do you know eachother?" jermemy directs to me.

"Um, I- I,"

"We used to be a thing," Y/N whispers.

"Oh, awesome. So you tutor kids for a living?"

"Yeah, I help my aunt here as well, what do you do?"

"I work for Krei,"

"I see," I hold my breath. Don't say anything Hiro don't say anything.

"Will you pardon me for a second?" Jermery stands and leaves toward the door. I watch carefully as he pulls out a cigarette. No wonder he smelled like smoke. I hope Y/N is ok living with him, she doesn't have a good respitory system.

"So, Y/N?" I awkwardly look around the room, looking for something that can strike up a conversation.

"So, Hiro?" she grins. Before I was horrible to her, we were best friends as well as in a relationship. We were practically insepberable. I hope she's truly happy, it'll kill me if she wasn't .

"Why did you move back? " I mumble incoherantly.

"Um, well Jermey's job and stuff," She shrugs sipping on her water.

"Awesome,"

"Yeah," her eyes fall sadly.

"I'm happy I get to see you again,"

"Yeah, same, definatly," she sniffles and I relize a small tear leaving her eye.

"Are you alright?"

"Yeah, I'm fine. Allergies," she clears her throat.

"Are you sure? Tell me, what's really wrong?"

"Nothing, Hiro, nothing,"

"You know you can tell me anything right?"

"I don't know about that anymore, we've grown apart, and after that night. I just don't know," she shakes her head.

"Y/N, I never meant anything I did or say. I regret it all so much. Hurting you was the worst and most stupidest thing I've ever done in my entire life and you know I've done some stupid things," she giggles slightly.

"I guess,"

"Y/N for the past year, I've been sulking, I still am, I live in regret everyday. I can't sleep at night and I can never eat. I wish ever night that'de see you and again and you'de forgive me,"

"Hiro, I forgave you months ago,"

"really?"

"Yeah,I couldn't live hating myself for hating you, because I can't hate you. You were my first and only love,"

"Huh?"

"You heard me, sure I'm with Jermey but I know my heart wants you,"

"I don't know what to say,"

"Dont' say anything, Hiro, I love you so much," as the words end on the tip of her tounge, her finace walks back in. Swaying like he owns the place.

"Hey, babe, it's time we get back to the apartment, I have work at four," Jermery takes Y/N's coat from the rack and hands it too her. She smiles sadly.

"Bye Hiro, nice meeting you," Jermey calls.

"Yeah, bye Hiro," Y/N fallows out the door behind her fiance. I throw my head back. I look down on the table where she sat a folded note on her seat.

Dear Hiro,

you're everything to me, I love you so much. I wish that things never happened the way they did, never forget I love you. Here' s my wedding invation if maybe you want to comemy number is on the invation as well. bye hiro I love you

you're beautiful,

y/n

The invation falls out of the note. The shiny paper mocking me for what I could have right now. Hiro you never should have let her go.

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i can't write D:

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