Hiro x reader one shots

if you love me let me go

If you love me let me go
If you love me let me go
'Cause these words are knives that often leave scars
The fear of falling apart
And truth be told, I never was yours
The fear, the fear of falling apart

He watched in agony as they took Y/N from his arms. Her body was limp, pale, and cold. 

"Why did she have to go this far ?" he asked himself as he got in the ambulance. Automatically the paramedics went to work. Injecting Y/N, with needles and putting on an oxygen mask. Hiro couldn't bare it. Was it his fault? The two years that Y/N and Hiro were together was amazing. He didn't do anything wrong. He felt guilty. Maybe he shoudln't have worked this morning. He wouldn't have let her get near those pills. Why were they even in the house? Questions flooded his mind as tears flooded his eyes. His vision began to blur and he felt like he was in a daze. A horrific daze. He tried to tell himself this was a nightmare, but sadly it was the reality. He held on to Y/N's hand as tight as possible. He couldn't let go of her, he can't. When they arrived at the hospital they immediatly brought her into an operating room. Hiro fought with the nurses. Flailing like a wounded animal, yet after all the fighting they still wouldn't let him pass. Hours went by. He couldn't stop crying. Hiro's family arrived consoling him, telling him everything is going to be alright. 

"Nothing is going to be alright," he screamed. 

"Hiro, you need to stay strong for her," Hiro's friend, Fred, whispered. 

"I can't, this is all too much. It's my fault, this is, I shouldn't have went to work, I shouldn't have let her get hold of the pills," 

"Hiro none of this was in your control," his aunt tried to get to him. To explain to him that this wasn't his fault. But he still didn't believe her. He kept blaming himself for the hours passed. Things at the hospital slowed down as midnight came. 

"Hiro you should come-" 

"No, I'm staying here," he yawned. His eyes now swollen and bloodshot. 

"Well, I need to get home, call me," Aunt Cass gave Hiro a tight hug before leaving. He still sat in the plactic chair, staring at the white blank walls. He felt so dead and numb, as if he had no feeling inside him other than pain and sadness. Many of the doctors were considering putting him in a room. Scarred he might do the same as Y/N, but they decided against it. Another hour passed and the large doors swung open. A small nurse came through holding onto a clipboard. She looked tired. Over worked, she was. 

"Sir," she began, clearing her throat. "She's awake, but I'm not sure for how long," the lady's eyes fell to the floor. She didn't want to have to look at Hiro. She felt guilty that she didn't have good news. 

"What ?!" Hiro practically yelled, standing up. The woman stood her ground, although frightened. With more persiting she got Hiro to come back to the room Y/N was in. There she lay, her messy hair on the white pillow. Her eyes were closed and she was breathing, but barely. Hiro couldn't stand to look at her. 

"Hiro ?" Y/N mumbled she moved her hand out to reach his. He took so effortlessly. He held her hand as if it was porceline. 

"Y/N why ?" he asked. His voice broke and shake. 

"I'm sorry, but life got me down," she croaked. 

"I love you, please don't leave me," Hiro wiped away a fallen piece of hair from Y/N's eyes. He finally peered into her darm eyes, that were once bright as the sun rays. 

"Hiro, you have to let me go. You can't hold onto me. You. Need. To. Move. On. I love you," 

"no, No, no," Hiro shouted angrily. As the heart monitored failed. Her heart stopped. She entered piece and he enterd utter hell. Doctors pushed him away and began to try to revive her. But Y/N was happy now, she was pian free. She wasn't going back to the other world she was in seconds ago. Hiro was spinning down hill. He thrashed and screamed, sobbed until the doctors pushed him out the door. He couldn't stand the pain inside him. He felt so alone. Y/N looked down upon him sadly. She wanted to make him happy. But his only happiness was with her. 

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if you are batteling with sucide or depression message me any time any day, just do it :D I love you guys and sorry this was so depressing i'll make sure the next is happy