i didn't realize how amazing this song was. it's an oldie but holy crap it's awesome
How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb
Without a soul my spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
......flash back
Your P.O.V
Dark, depressed, destressed. I'm nothing but a ragdoll waiting to be thrown away. Every attempt where I have tried to end the suffacation of my soul, someone found me, someone brought me to the hospital. Countless months have I stayed within watch of doctors,guardians, pyscolisgts. Today finally I'm alone to be with myself. If I can even call it that. The park is where I scurried off to late at night. Where my parents won't think to look if they find that their daughter has left the house. Normally I hate the park but at night when it's dark and the only light is from the moon, my phone and the lamp posts. It's great. A great place to finally be in peace, I will lay here to rest. I will let my sould free here. I will die here, tonight. I take the pills and bleach from my bag. Starring at the two killers. Yet none of them yet to kill me. That's because they never had time to, they were always confiscated from my body. I bring the white bottle to my lips.
"WAIT!" Someone calls off. A silohette comes from the distance now running toward me. Great my plan is ruined.
"Shit," I curse. I don't have enough time to put away the death seekers. The guys comes up and stares at me in disbelief.
"Why are you drinking bleach ?" The raven haired guy asks. Sitting on the bench next to me. I stare ahead not wanting to look at the strangers face. Why the fuck is he out here anyway ? He's probubaly a sports jock, don't they need like fifty million hours of sleep and whores.
"I asked you why are you drinking bleach?" he repeats this time with more irrataion.
"Why the fuck do you care ?" I snap.
"Y/N it's me, Hiro Hamada, remember I'm your neighbor, you just moved down the street like a month ago,"
"Again, why the fuck do you care what I do?" I curse again. Pulling at my bracelets on my arms.
"Because, I know what it's like to lose a loved one, and if your family was to lose you they would be devastated,"
"More like releived," I correct.
"Bullshit, Y/N," he scoots closer to me. "Give me the pills," he reaches his hand out toward me.
"Hell no,"
"Fine, we'll do this the hard way," he takes my bleach bottle and empties it's contents onto the ground.
"DUDE!" I scream.
"Give me the pills or so help me," He hovers over me. But doesn't reach for me in a hurtful manner. Instead he gently prys my hands apart and takes the pain killers. As if 15 pills would do anything, ha. I scoff at myself.
"There we go," he smiles and his accompliments.
"Are you happy you got what you want ? or are you used to that, you just except the whole world to revolve around you ?" I bark.
"You think my life is a fairytale Y/N ? My parents died when I was three, my brother died about a year ago and I live with my single aunt who runs a cafe, my life is sure as hell not a fantasty," he explains calmy.
"Oh, well , sorry about your lose," I whisper.
"yeah, I'm sorry about your depression and insecurites, I saw how people treat you, Y/N, I see how you treat yourself, it's awful. You are such an amazing person I don't understand why people hurt you and why you hurt you,"
"Because I'm a worthless piece of shit and you saying I'm amazing is fake," I lip.
"I am no way fake, Y/N, you don't see how amazing you are,"
"I am not a amazing,"
"Yes you are and I'm not letting you leave until you believe it too,"
......................present (two months later)
"Hello there my beautiful girlfriend," Hiro compliments.
"H-Hiro, I'm not beautiful," I blush.
"Yes you are," he kisses me sweetly dipping me back then up again.
"I love you Y/N,"
"I love you too Hiro, but I'm confused," i admit.
"About what ?" he takes my hands and stares at me with his big brown eyes filled with love.
"why you love me, why that night you did what you did ? What did you see in me ?"
"A soul a lost, broken yet beautiful soul, I just needed to bring it back home,"
"Hiro you could have any girl-"
"But no girl is ever you, you are who I love, you are who I want. You save me in a way too Y/N, that night I was contiplating suicide too, but when I saw you it's like something brought me back to life, that something being you, your soul, your ever lasting beauty,"
"I love you so much Hiro,"
"I love you too,"
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we all are a little broken don't worry you are not alone I promise you
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