Give Me Love

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Give me love like never before,

'Cause lately I've been craving more,

And it's been a while but I still feel the same,

Maybe I should let you go,

Why was it so easy to drink a little then look for love in other women? Hiro did this every night since the breakup. Every night to forget what he has done to Y/N. The pain for the both of them were unbearable. Hiro looked for love in other places, Y/N dwelled in the pain, making sure she felt it long and strong. 

"I wish we never met!!" Hiro screamed. His throat burning with anger and tears. 

"So do I," Y/N yelled back. They went at it back and forth for twenty minutes. 

"You are a worthless piece of shit that should have never lived," Hiro retorted. This was too far. So far it was beyond their home. Their sad broken home. 

"I do too," Y/N whispered. She took with her the little dignity she had left. That night she slept in a cramped motel. She only had a change of clothes, little money, and her phone which ringed late into the night. Hiro was trying to call and apoligize. but also to find where she was. But he would never know, and it was for the better. Who knew what other harsh things he would have said. 

"Hiro are you okay?" a girl Hiro was hooking up with suddenly became concerned about him. 

"Yeah, I'm fine," he lied so easily. As if lieing was the only thing he knew how to do, and maybe it was. That night during the fight he lied about not caring about her, lied about her being worthless, fore she was, in fact, the one thing that made him great. But Y/N was gone, already in a different state. Starting over, wanting to forget all that has happened. At 2 in the morning Hiro woke up next to the girl he had a fling with. Sweat was dripping from his forehead. He had a nightmare, but it was all too real. It was the breakup all over again, haunting me. Hiro stepped outside his bedroom and dialed Y/N's number, it went right to voicemail. .

"I need you, Y/N, I can't live drunk my whole life, I can't life giving love to others, when I need to be giving it to you," Hiro paused before going on again. "I love you," He finished and hung up hoping she would call back but she never did. She was way gone. Hiro sulked back into the room and his affair was in the bed sitting up, again worried about him. 

"Just give me love," 

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