Hiro x reader one shots

dark side

If I show it to you now

Will it make you run away?

Or will you stay

Even if it hurts

Even if I try to push you out

Will you return?

And remind me who I really am

.....flashback

                                                        Your P.O.V

"Hey do you want to-" Hiro begins. 

"No," 

"I didn't even ask you anything," 

"Hiro, I don't want to do anything with you, geez," I rub my temples annoyed at my boyfriend. It's too much anymore. The world, it's too much, too much stress, anxiety, depression. All too much. 

"Y/N, I just wanted to take you out for dinner, we haven't in months, not since we first moved in here together," he pouts. THat's it I can't take it. 

"Hiro, I'm sorry, alright, I don't think I can be in a realtionship anymore," I admit to him. His eyes fall sad. 

"What? I'm sorry, I asked, it's just you've been pushing me away,"

"Hiro, I said I don't want to be in this realtionship anymore, can't you just accept that ?" I begin to yell at him. 

"I-I don't know, I don't want to call this off, can I just let you stay here and cool off, then maybe things can go back to the way we were," 

"If you want the old me back she's gone, forever, alright? She's never coming back, not with the way the world turns now, I can't cope with you being around," I push past him and up the steps. 

"Y/N, please?" I hear him sniffle. 

"Hiro, it's done, we're over," I scream so he can hear me. I'm done with this. 

"Pl-please- I can fix this I can be better," 

"You can't fix me leave," 

"I-I don't  I-I can't, " 

"Hiro," I warn him .

"Fine, if it makes you happy," I hear his footsteps go back downstairs. 

"I love you-" he wails before I hear the door slam shut. I collaspe on the bed but I can't sleep. My mind is at work. 

.........present

Walking on the sidewalk, kicking at small stones. Lonely and sad like usual. Three weeks have I lived alone, Hiro never came around to get his things. But he left, I assume he's living with his aunt again. Away from me. It's the best for him, he doesn't have to witness my dark side. The side that consumed me. I don't even have a happy side, I'm not even myself.I'm a monster.I put my key into the knob and turn it open. I go directly to the kitchen grab a bottle of water and chips and go back into the living room. 

"Y/N," Hiro stands up from the couch. 

"Hiro, what are you doing here?" I drop my bag of chips, as the tall guy stands in front of me. 

"I came here to get my things, " he explains. 

"Oh, alright. It's still upstairs," I sigh. 

"Ok, thanks," he awkwardly towers me and looks into my eyes. I see his beautiful brown eyes, the golden flecks like real drops of gold. I miss him so much. If only I wasn't so depressed, maybe he'd love me again. I wish I didn't tell him to leave, I wish I was good enough. I sit back down on my couch turning on to tv. Flipping through channels until I find an ok show. I hear Hiro's footsteps come back down, a box in his arms. 

"So where are you living ?" 

"With my aunt," he whispers. 

"Oh," I gulp. 

"Yeah, not fun," he smirks. He goes back up the steps but I hear his footsteps stop. 

"You want me to move out right, you don't want me back right?" he frowns. Starring at his feet.

"I didn't say that," 

"I know, but you don't want me right ?" 

"I-I do want you back," I mumble."But forget me Hiro," I wave off. 

"I don't want to forget you, I want you back, I came here to get you not my things," 

"Hiro, you can't come back to me, I'm only gonna push you away," 

"No you won't, or if you do I won't ever leave, I know it's hard for you too love because of depression but I know you love me. I love you," he takes my hands. 

"Hiro, I-I," 

"shh. I don't want to leave you ever again, I love you way too much, I can't let you go. I'm nothing without you," 

"I love you, Hiro," 

"I love you too. I have a dark side too, baby, don't feel alone," he kisses my head. I stretch my arms around his waist. 

"I'm really me with you, Hiro," 

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