Fanmade|TK

FOURTY FIVE

BTS' schedule is temporary full, the boys barely have time for themselves, are only working on their new upcoming album. even if the goal they've set for themselves is to give their everything, they also want freetime.

all of this is really annoying for taehyung. dance practice, vocal practice, lyrics writing... that's all he has done for the last weeks.

he hates the fact that the only time he gets to spend with jungkook is evenings, sometimes even just nights. but spending time with each other just consisted of getting ready for bed and sleep. he misses his time with his boyfriend a lot.

KIM TAEHYUNG

exhausted as i was, i slandered through the halls, yawning from time to time. my vocal training just terminated and all i want to do is go to sleep. yawning once again, i entered my and jungkook's room. getting a room together that is bigger than the other members' was his surprise for valentines day for me. when we still had time for ourselves, we spend a lot of time decorating, to make it the room it is now.

i tiredly brushed my teeth, as i felt the exhaustion seep through my body. but when i lied in bed, i couldn't sleep, missing jeongguk.

i frowned at the time, it being already past midnight. he usually should be already back, but i decided to wait a little.

what i thought would be a little turned to almost an half hour and i gave up, deciding to look for him. he wasn't in his studio though, which left me frowning again.

then i went to the recording room, where i found jimin. he eyed me up and down. "tae, you look exhausted." he said worriedly, placing his hand on my forehead. "you're hot," he mumbled worriedly.

i shrugged. "do you know where kook is?"

jimin's eyes softened. "jungkook is in the practice room," he said. i thanked him and then went to the practice room.

he didn't seem to notice me when i entered the room and i smiled, as he looked like he just finished practice.

i felt relieved.

i slowly tippled towards him, he was looking something up on his phone, still not noticing that i was there, and covered his eyes with my hands.

"guess."

"mhh, who could that be?" he asked and smiled, before he turned around and kissed me. i wrapped my arms around his neck, ignoring all the sweat.

"why aren't you sleeping, bub?"
i looked down, trying to hide my sadness. everything is just really overwhelming currently. "i couldn't sleep because you weren't there."

he smiled, as he hugged me. "i'm sorry baby," he whispered, as i hid my face in the crook of his neck, feeling weakness try to bring me down. being held by him was so comfortable, i was about to fall asleep, my eyes falling shut in exhaustion, but i quickly cut off, wanting to only go to sleep with him.

"it's okay, we can go now," i whispered, voice quiet and tired.

he gave me a guilty look though. "joon hyung wants me to check some beats first."

"wh-what, but i thought you'd be finished..." oh, the weakness is kicking in again, my body was screaming at me to get rest, but i didn't want it.

he cupped my face in his hands and placed a soft kiss on the bridge of my nose. i closed my eyes for a moment, only to open them again. "you should already go to sleep. i'm so sorry, but hyung needs my opinion as soon as possible. i will try to be as quick as possible." i heard the pity and worry in his voice.

"no, i-it's not your fault, don't apologize. can i maybe come with you?" i asked, forcing a small smile on my lips. maybe this will be the only i can spend time with him.