We're Still Standing...Book 5

This Isn't Goodbye, It's See You Soon

Amazing song and video ^^ top and I teared up writing this chapter, it brought back memories of when my hubby left so I put my heart into this chapter, please let me know what you think.

Julian POV

I can't believe my mates did all of this. For me and in just one week. Now I understand why I wasn't allowed to go to the packhouse. Zander and my mates really outdid themselves when I saw my freaking parents. I still can't get over that.

"Baby why are you in the room and not enjoying the party? Do you not like what we did?" Zeke asked. Is he crazy? Of course. I love what they did, more than words can express.

"Love, I love everything you guys have done for me within the last week and proving your love for me. I'm just overwhelmed and under pressure." I sighed and sat on the bed. He sat beside me and took my hand and kissed it.

"What pressure? Baby you are a United States Marine! You got this! You have men to lead and a family to get back to so raise your head up and be the Marine everyone knows and loves."

"I just got my parents back and now I'm leaving. Every deployment could be my last and instead of me burying them they could be burying me. Not only that but you all could give birth and then I'll miss it." I started hyperventilating. Am I having a panic attack? I don't have those.

"Baby, don't think like that. You are brave, kind, and strong. Everything will be ok. We can skype you for the deliveries if you can't make it." That made me somewhat less anxious but I'm still worried.

"That would be nice if I'm able to see it, who knows where I will be. When I get there I won't be able to contact you guys for a couple of weeks, and with as bad as it is that I have seen on the news, I won't be at the base much at all. Promise me you won't watch the news. If anything happens to me I don't want you finding out on the news." I begged and he kissed my cheek.

"I promise we won't watch the news and nothing is going to happen to you baby, I believe that." He is so sweet. I cupped his face and kissed him softly, he moved so his body was facing me and I put my hands on his waist and sat him on my lap, deepening the kiss.

"God as much as I want you right now, we still have people here that you need to meet and see before the guests leave. Also your men are leaving with you in the morning so they are staying here at the packhouse. We are going home and the kids are staying here so we have time alone before you leave." The little tease says as he grinds his hips into me making me hard and groan.

"Zeke you are playing with fire." I warned when he kissed my neck and licked my ear.

"What are you gonna do about it captain?" He said captain seductively in my ear and I blew out a breath trying to not take him and fuck his brains out.

"Hey handsome you coming?" Zander asked when he came into the room.

"Not yet unfortunately." I groaned and Zeke giggled, kissing my cheek.

"Come on, we can cum later." He got off my lap and I had to look away because if I kept thinking about fucking him I'd be hard when I don't need to be.

"What did you do to him, Zeke?" Zander chuckled and Zeke shrugged like he had no clue.

"Just told him he had to see his guests before we leave."

"Mhm and was being a tease." I said and spanked his bottom lightly making him yelp and giggle again.

"That seems like a fun idea to me but you really should go see everyone before they leave, it's almost eight and you leave in nine hours love." Zander said and I kissed my mates and we went back downstairs and outside and I saw my mama talking to Luna Marie. I saw papa talking to Alpha Mike and Colson was with Alpha Jake and Lunos Sawyer so I went to join Jake and Sawyer to meet Colson to see what advice he has for me because he was married for years before he met Jake and he and his wife went through deployments together a lot.