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Tulad ng napag-usapan ay 'di ako pumasok kinabukasan. I spent all day long in my room doing nothing.

Kinakabahang naglakad ako nang paurong-sulong ng tumunog ang cellphone ko.

"Did you send some bugging device to Lyra?" tanong ko kay Noah sa kabilang linya.

"Yeah, she already received it," he replied. I sighed and started walking again back and forth.

"There's something off," I mumbled.

Parang parehas pa kami ng napuna dahil narinig ko ang kaniyang pagbuntong hininga sa kabilang linya.

"Yeah. Someone is eyeing Alder's movement," he said that made me more nervous than usual.

This past few days have been a burden to me. For us. Masyado nang maraming nagagalaw.

And it's getting far beyond my control.

"Nicole told me yesterday night," I said that made us grow in silence.

Maraming pumapasok sa isipan kong mga solusyon and I know it isn't easy to work on it out. Mahirap umaksyon lalo na at mag-isa lang ako.

Not literally but this is my own battle. If I want them safe then I should be the only one who'll end it up. Besides, sa akin naman nagsimula ang lahat.

The world I'm into is full of consequences and disappointments.

As I grow older, I should've been more patient. The absence of my parents care pushed me to the brim. Where I build my dark life. Kasi roon bida ako. Kasi roon, ako 'yung nakikita. They compliment me, they look up on me.

I am happy to experience those not until I unconsciously lead myself to this situation. Kung saan damay na naman ang lahat.

I acted carelessly, masyado akong nabulag at napanatag sa mga paghanga nila sa akin na hindi ko na inisip pa ang mga susunod na mangyayari.

I opted not to think of that incident because it haunted me. I opted not to because I felt sinful.

I opted not to cuz it still linger on my mind.

It reminds me of how they sacrificed for me just to live. A life that full of miseries and regrets. At ayaw kong mangyari ulit 'yon ngayon.

They'll be better if I'm not here.

"I need to hang up." And I ended the call

I started calling Hunter for the report. Nitong mga nagdaang araw ay hindi ko na muli silang nakakausap. Dahil nawawalan na ako ng kakayahan para magpatuloy. Basag na basag pa rin ako pero kahit gano'n, pinipilit kong buuin ang sarili ko.

Buuin para ipansangga sa susunod na pagkabasag.

Cuz I know that way, I can protect them from my sharp edges.

"Need the report right now!" I voiced message when I dialed so many times but he's out of coverage.

Lumipas ang isang araw at wala ni isang report akong nakuha mula sa team ko. Ang nakikita ko lang sa team ko ay ang tatlo. Bogart, Manziel and Carlos, who's my body guards.

Hindi ako mapakali habang nasa mansyon na walang dumadating sa aking impormasyon. Lumipas pa ang ilang araw at lalo akong kinabahan at 'di mapanatag ng sobra.

No updates from the team. No phone calls coming from Noah and Nicole. I tried to email them but they haven't read any of my emails. I also tracked them but I lost them afterwards.

I called my family in Manila but no one were picking up. I tried hundred times calling them but I didn't receive any response coming from them.

"This is bad!" untag ko at nagbihis ng damit at dumiretso kila Noah.