J.WINTOUR || 박지민 || BangtanBoys || Royal Series || AU ⚜ [EDITING]

I swear ♧

•Martina•

"Oppa, wait uhmmm, stop..."

In full force, I tried to push him as he was literally taking my breath away. Instead of telling me how he feels, he shows me. It's not that I'm completely against it. I only wish that he can express his feelings though words. I can't be a shock absorber forever. I want him to confide in me too.

"I said stooop!"

At the part I shouted at him, he drew back, looking frustrated. For a moment we were just looking at each other.

"Opp-"

He pulled away his arm from my hold and started the car's engine. He avoided looking at me...even talking to me. I felt truly upset as well that I turned my back on him. Supposedly, I feel delighted and happy while we're passing through beautiful spots in Paris...but I was a complete opposite. I fought so hard to stop my tears but then, I just can't accept the fact that he still couldn't confide in me. When we reached the chateau, he didn't even bother giving me a glance. He just assisted me to get off the car and said just above whisper;

"Don't come any near me for a while."

and walked ahead, leaving me on my own. He went to his room and didn't come out until dinner. I was kinda worried that I wasn't able to stop myself from eavesdropping; listened to him in secret... his door was slightly ajar and I heard him talking to someone he addresses as 'babe'. Laughing in such a flirtatious way like he wasn't sulking earlier today. Once again, I felt my ears burn in both madness and sadness.

Maybe because I rejected him earlier that he decided to call one of his 'outlets'. A bit furious, I walked away and intentionally stomped my feet as loud as I can while walking away from his room. I didn't care if he heard me. I want to go out and roam around. I don't know  exactly where but I'm hungry and this feeling needs to be fed or else I'll explode. 😑

I'm literally HANGRY and I can't deal with his neglection right now. 😒

The moment I got out, I heard a whistle from my room's belvedere. I automatically looked up and saw him in such a stern face.

"Stay right there."

Tsch. Maybe embarassed that I caught him laughing on his phone while talking to whoever this friggin' babe is. I grumpily shoved my hands inside my sweatshirt's front pockets and waited for him to come down. I noticed that he had a fresh change of top which made my suspicion worse. So...it's not just a call but a video call huh.

"Where are you going. You can't just go out like this. What if something happens to you. 😑"