These days i feel like giving up on everything...
I feel too tired at work,
I feel drained at home,
I feel lonely on the bus,
What should i do?
.
.
The cancelled plans,
The uncontrolled situations,
The new normal,
No i'm not getting used to this.
-still not getting used to this.
I want to meet my friends freely,
I want to work whole-heartedly,
I want to live,
Not existing,
As an object,
In this entire world.
/
Sometimes,
People forgot that i'm made out of blood and flesh.
--they thought i was made out of steel;
like i'm a superhuman or something.
They put lots of burden,
Without trying to take even one out of me.
They speak easily,
Without trying to know what's inside of me.
They do things as they want,
Without thinking the impact they caused me.
/
I'm 19 in body,
30-ish in mind,
And it's getting tiring day by day,
-honestly.
I feel trapped.
What am i supposed to do to escape?
What did i do to live such a life?
I feel like i have no one to talk to...
Think about lots of my friends,
...wondering if they ever think about me too.
Sacrificing myself to lots people,
...wondering if they'd do the same for me too.
These days i feel like giving up on everything;
Life,
Career,
Future,
Relationship,
I feel like fighting alone,
surviving the storm;
24/7.
-A
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