The Nearness Of You

18

Seungri

"There's something you should know." Jinnie tells me right after she stood up from her seat. She sounded unsure and a bit nervous, which seemed a little strange. Actually, everything that's happening right now is really weird. I woke up realizing I'm in my house when I clearly remember that I was still out and that I got stabbed by a stray which, was another weird thing, because my abdomen is perfectly fine and not a single scratch could be seen. And Jinnie, how come she's here all of a sudden? I remember seeing her before I lost consciousness. She was glowing like a ball of light. And right now she looks tense. What's up with her?

"W-What is it that I should know?" I ask her. My heart started to beat in a fast pace. What happened next was unthinkable. Jinnie transforms into an angel-like figure in a just a blink of an eye. My heart almost stopped. She just turned into an angel.

"Yes, Seungri. I'm an angel."

Her words echoed in my ears. I couldn't believe what I'm seeing. Standing right in front of me is a beautiful creature, with long wavy golden hair and deep blue eyes. A white-robed human figure in fine art. She doesn't resemble anything like Jinnie, the girl that I know. The girl that I love. Jinnie has jet black hair and hazel eyes. The one infront of me isn't her.

"W-Who are you?" I gasp and tried to back away but since I am sitting on the couch I was then trapped. Panic rose from within me and at any moment I know I'll lost it. Hello, hysteria. And I don't even remember drinking or taking narcotics that would make me hallucinate on a time like this. But I don't want to believe any of this is real. This can't be happening for Christ's sake.

"Seungri, I know you're confused and scared, but believe me, I am Jinn." The white-robed figure took a step towards me. "Don't be afraid--"

"No!" I shouted and it made her stop walking. "No.. Just.. Stay where you are.." I gestured her not to come near me. My breathing's a bit rapid now and I couldn't think straight. I bowed down and held my head with my hands. I grip my hair like I'm about to pull them off by chunks. "This is crazy.." I mumbled. "Someone please wake me up.." Right then and there I hear a sniff. And when I lift my head to look I went out of breath. Jinnie was now standing infront of me, tears streaming down her cheeks. "J-Jinnie?"

Jinnie looks away from me, her hands balled into fists. Her shoulders were shaking and she stifle a sob. "I guess I was wrong when I thought nothing will change once I show you what I truly am.. And now you're scared of me because I'm not like you.." There was bitterness in her voice. She sounded hurt.

I swallowed hard. "I.. I don't know what to say.." Which was true. Jinnie was like an angel to me, yeah, but I didn't expect that it would be literal. "I-I'm not afraid of you.. It's just.. Everything's difficult to process.."

"I know what you feel. I can hear your thoughts, feel your emotions. I can sense it all.." Jinnie gently spoke not looking at my direction. "I'm not human. Well, unless I'm not in this form I ain't. And that frightens you. It's making you confused." She then looks at me. "I now got the answer that I need. Don't worry, you will never remember any of this. I'll erase every bit of memory I have in you and you will never see me again." She took a step and attempted to reach for my temples but I grabbed her hand. It startled her.

"No. Don't do it." I tell her. I saw her expression showed a slight amount of hope and she smiles a little. "I was just shocked. I never thought your kind truly exist." I honestly told her. "But I'm willing to know the truth. The whole truth about who you really are and why are you here.." I try to sound calm and gave her a faint smile. She nods her head and sat beside me.

"I will tell you everything.." She whispers.

A/N:

So it's Christmas Eve. Merry Christmas everyone! ;) BTW, I just discovered an awesome story by zoeannemargarett entitled "Bangtan Gang". All you BTS fans out there go ahead and check it out! ;)