Henry Cavill Imagine book 2 (complete)

Am I last to you

With the whole virus and self quarantine going on Henry and I have found ways to entertain ourselves when we aren't with each other.

Well, that was until recently.

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For weeks now Henry has been ignoring me and blowing me off. 

I would ask to go somewhere, he would ignore me like I said nothing.

I would cook dinner and tell him. He would stay in his office where he has been playing his pc games.

I have been put last to them damn games and I am sick of it.

It's so bad that he never comes to bed, or to our room at all that I have seen unless he does so when I am not home or inside.

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 I have gotten tired of how he is doing me that I decided to try something and see if he notices it or if he will even leave his game room.

I grabbed one of my suitcases

And I placed it by the bedroom door then headed downstairs spent some time outside before I headed back in and made me some dinner since I eat alone anyways.

I heard footsteps as I was finishing up my food.

"Baby?"

I stood up and cleaned my dishes and cookware before I went to the living room hearing him call out for me again.

"Yea?"

He walks over to me.

"Are you going somewhere?"

"Why?"

"You have a suitcase by the bedroom door which you never do unless your leaving."

"I should leave, I mean after the treatment you've been giving me."

He looked at me with confusion.

"Don't act like you haven't got a clue of what I am talking about."

"I am not acting, casue I don't know what you're talking about."

When this whole virus ordeal started and we had to self quarantine you and I would spend every waking minute of the day together. We would entertain ourselves unless making love. But for weeks now you have ignored me and blown me off. I would ask you to go somewhere with me you would act as if I never said a word. I would tell you dinner is ready you would ignore me. Heck, you never come to bed anymore. Your too busy with your games that I don't even know if poor Kal has gotten attention from you."

"He has been with me, I have moved around, been to our room, let him out, I have showered and ate."

"But you ignore me."

He sighs.

"Am I last to you?"

"What? why would you ask that?"

"I just sat here and told you."

"No your not last to me."

"Sure as hell seems like it. I mean I understand Kal's positioned with you cause you have him to help you out when required. But your Pc games. that is bulshit. I am not gonna be last to computer games."

He just looked at me.

"What is the point of us being married if I am not worth more then stupid games. honestly, they are for entertainment, and I get that you enjoy them. I won't complain about that, but you blowing me off and ignoring me over them is what grinds my gears."

With that said I walked off before I let him see me cry.

I headed up to the bedroom and sat on the bed before falling back and covered my face as I sobbed.

I felt so useless. I hated that I am not as important to Henry as his pc games are. 

I don't care if he tells me that I am important. Cause actions speak louder than words, and his actions tell me I am not as important as his pc games.