Henry Cavill Imagine book 2 (complete)

Suspicious minds

I sat there completely destroyed. 

I have known that he has been having suspicious thoughts about me cheating.

And I don't know how many times I have told I haven't cheated on him every time he accuses me.

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I wiped my eyes as I stood up and made my way upstairs to his pc game room.

I didn't knock I just walked in and shut the door then stood behind the computer where he can see me.

"What is it?" he asked as he kept playing his game.

"We need to talk" I tell him

"About what?" he asked not taking his eyes from his games.

"Us."

He looked up from the game.

"What about us?"

 "We can't go on like this anymore."

He pauses his game and moves the headset and looks fully at me.

"What are you talking about?"

"We can't go on together with suspicious minds."

"Are you copying a song?"

"I am being serious Henry, I am sick and tied of fighting you over you accusing me of something I haven't ever done nor would think about doing. I love you will all my heart and soul and you know that. But yet you always think that I am being unfaithful and I hate it. you have hurt my to the point I am fully destroyed and I don't think I can recover knowing that you will never stop thinking that I am unfaithful to you and that I am staying in this relationship as you continue to do that."

At that point I let the tears come back and fall as I spoke all the words I wanted to say to him. I allowed him to know just what his actions are doing to me.

" I would do anything for you, and you know that yet you ate wanting to fault me for an accusation that I never committed."

"Are you done?"

"Do you even give a shit of how badly you have hurt me with your suspocopns and false accusations or are you to fucking worried abput your damn pc games. I mean I am standing here before you with a freaking broken heart and you are looking at me like you don't give a shit. you are showing me right now a Henry that I never thought excited. you are showing me right now a fcking heartless Henry."

He stood up and walked around the desk and stood right before me.

"I am not being heartless, I am not showing you a Henry you never thought exsisted. I am not caring about my games. I am worried about you and I do care that you are heart broken."

"You have a shitty way of showing it, when you use to not."

"I am sorry ok. I am sorry for my susipicious mind, i am sorry for my false accusations agaisnt you."

"Tel lme why you are accusing me."

"I am a dumb ass that is why. ok I am completly stupid and I am sorry. I know sorry right now is not enough and I understand that. I just want you to know that I regreat destorieying you. I never thought of how my ignorance would effect you or how broken you would be. I just didn't care. But now that I see how my actions have made you feel, I know that I fcked up and that I need to make things right. When I asked if your done I wanted to know if you needed to say more before I spoke. I wasn't saying it so you would leave and I could get back to my games."

He wiped the tears from my eyes as I sobbed, sniffled, and hiccupped.

"I am so sorry and I promise you to never accuse you or allow my suspicous mind to be stipid ever again."

I nodded as I looked up at him.

"I know right now I have damnage control to deal with and I need to deal with it from the amount of damnage I have casued you. I need to take the steps from this point forawd and reapair all that I destoried in you. From you heart, your faith in me and much more."

I laid my head against his shoulder and he wrapped his arms around me and allowed me to cry and soak up his shirt.