I just dont get it

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(goes with what the hell)

I sat there staring off blanking into the outside world.

I don't understand why he would have the pictures and why I was nowhere on that phone.

"Doubt I'm on his everyday phone," I said to myself

I never heard the back door open and shut nor did I notice Kal running past me or Henry sitting next to me till he nudged me with his shoulder.

I looked at him after blinking back into reality.

"What?" I asked

"I am sorry," he said.

"For which occurrence?"

"My exes pictures in my phones and none of you."

I sat there looking at him as if I were studying him before I looked away and sighed.

" There are things I don't understand or I just dont get."

"What don't you understand?"

 "Why you have her pictures on your phone like your still with her when your not. Why is there not one single picture of me on your phone? It's like we are not even together.

He sighed and looked away from me.

"I never got rid of her pictures, it's like a memory that I wanted to keep. Why I wanted to keep I don't know."

"Henry, don't insult my intelligence, we both know easy it is to click on pictures and trash it  and we  both know this so tell the truth."

"I am tell the truth."

"Why have two phone, huh? you dont uses one for personal and one for buissness so is it casue the old one has so many links and connections to your ex that you can't bare that thought of riding of her fully even though she leaked personal and private pictures of you. Or is it casue your still deep down madly in love with her?"

I stood up and brushed my clothes off and watched him do the same.

"I am no in love with her what so ever."

"Well your phones say different."

"My phones say nothing cause they don't talk."

"Stop being a smart ass with me. I am seriously upset, pissed off, and hurt right now."

"I know you are and I know I am not defusing the issue any by what I have been saying."

I looked at him fully 

"I love you so much that If I have to I will let you go in order for you to be happy, I will suffer from loosing you."

At this point I was teary eyed but I didnt care. I just wiped my eyes and moved on.

"I will let you go if that is what you want, cause from my stand point I am not the love of your life like I thought I was and you told me I was. right now I am nothing but a girl who you screw and who resides with you."

"I don't want you to let me go. I do love you with all my heart I am just a complete asshole for keep the photos of her knowing what she done and why our realtionship ended. I know that you would do anything for me in order for me to be happy if that means you to be hurt. I know you put me first and I thank you for it. I also know that I don't want you to do that, I want you to be with me. You are more then a woman I screw, more then just some woman who resides with me. you are my everything and I know I have the shittiest way of showing you that you are and I am sorry for that. I am sorry for your heart break I am sorry for you feeling how you do and I am sorry for you wanting to leave me in order for me to be happy."

I siad nothing just stood there sniffling and crying as he wiped the tears as the fell.

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