LOVE THE WAY I AM

CHAPTER 16

★★JAYDEN★★

     I opened the running shower and forced her under the water "stay here, I didn't ask you to get so emotional and drink alcohol".

   I let the water pour on her, I'm so good at taking care of people. After pouring her water, I drag her to the room...

      "Bella, you wanna play a game?"

      She covered her eyes, feeling shy "Yes..."

       "Ok... then join your hands together" I nod my head as she did.

        I collected a the curtain rope and wrap her handed together, covered her with a blanket so she doesn't feel cold. "Bella, count 1 to 400, if I come here and you're still awake, I'll bite you. Count now..." I say and closed the door.

       My mom was still on... "Mom, pls, don't ask me about her...!"

        "Pls baby, tell me, promise, I won't disturb."

       "Women..." I sighed. She's likes to interfere in my life "she got so emotional and drank alcohol."

         "Aww... She's so pretty...  Jay Do you like her?"

      "No no no, Mom, do not misunderstand me, I'm just helping her, plus anyone entangled with me is in trouble."

      Pish... What do I want Bella for, I'm just helping her, she's an ugly little duckling.  

      "Jay, can you show me her face again? Pls...??"

         "No Mom, am sleepy, you should have a good rest also..."

        "Just like your father, never agree to what anyone want..."

   I hate to be like him, am not him and she knows how to purposely anger me.

"You want to see her...?"

I carried the tab to Bella's room... She was sleeping with both her hands tied. I faced the phone to Bella's sleeping face... She's snoring.

         "Wow, I can almost touch her..." Women act childish at times, don't you think?

   "Ok mom, I'll go to sleep now."

     "Jay, take Care of her OK?"  I nod.

      °°Morning°°

         I was hearing noises from the next room, she woke up. I picked a shirt from the wardrobe, she shouldn't see the tattoo on my body.

     I stood by her door. Watching her try to loose the rope with her teeth. "Good morning Bella..." I greeted her. She looks like a mess. Her hair is wet and tangled.

        She put her face down, so shy to look at me. "Mr Richard, I know I must have made a fool out of myself last night, I'm never good at drinking, can you not take what I did to heart?"

   "Hmmn..." I answer casually. I walk to her bed to help her untie the rope.

      She doing it again, holding her breath when I get close to her... 'How long can you do it Bella?' I ask myself.

     I get more close to her, under the pretense of helping her, She drift back. I'm enjoying this day.

    "Leave it, I can loose it..." She said.

    "Loosing Jayden's knot, you wish" I say out loud.
  
       "Who's Jayden?" She suddenly ask.

        "Stay still so I loose it quickly..." She has the most innocent face and she's so cold... I'm tired of living with her, there's no fun because of her.

        Am a better weirdo...
       
★★BELLA★★

        I Feel so weird when he gets so close to me, like I want to melt.

Today's a Sunday, a free day. I too a quick bath and went to the kitchen... He's already there.

     "Do you want breakfast?" He asked.

        He took a spoon and forced a whole lot of food in my mouth. "How's it?" He asked.

         "Good..." I answer while chewing.

        "It's from your sister..." He blurted out laughing.

       I spit the food In the trash can... "Why? Do you want her to poison me?!"

      "She gave it to me, I don't want to die so I had you taste It first."

         "Mr Richard, I have nothing to do with that family, pls don't do this again." I fold my hands together in appeal, after that , I turn to leave.

        He clamp both with his hands... "You're a weirdo, you know? You're so tight with yourself... I should send you out... I only stay with people I understand. But you never smile."
       He came closer "I'll drive you away of you don't change your bad habits..."

        I'm almost crying. this is how I've been, in my own world, i don't know how else to behave...  "I've always been like this." I say.

       "Girl is there no light in your life? Act human, I'm fed up living with a weirdo."

         "Have you ever had a boyfriend?" He asked...
      
       "No. "

       "A crush or a friend?"

        "No."

       "Then why didn't you die since?" he asked "sorry sport, your life is worthless." He ruffled my head.

    I can't be happy, I became like because of Mom's death.

        Next chapter will be released soon...