LOVE THE WAY I AM

CHAPTER 57

Chapter 57:

     ★★BELLA★★

     "Wow...!" He leaned closer and whispered in my ear. "Want to know how I feel now?" He asked s he loosed the tape from his hand. I turned my face away from him as a drop of tears drop from my eyes. Why would he do this?

      "I feel like I met a goddess... Bella, you know that shy feelings you have in front if my brother? I finally know how that feel. I feel same now." He smiled widely.

  "I really hate you more and more. You're worst than a dog!" I yelled at him. "Hit me my baby." He put my tied hands on his body, was forcing my hands to hit him. "I feel ticklish Bella. At heart, at mind," he smirked. "Even my soul feel same."

     "Let me go please, we're friends you know."
  
   "Keep shut!" He roared. "The word 'friends' makes me sick, how can you say that? Jayden was your friend first, right? You fell for him. Friends are allowed to fall in love Bella." HW went to the table, picked a bandage and a bottle of alcohol, started to clean his wounds.

  "Bella, I have to understand just one thing." He said as he took a sip from the bottle of alcohol. "Who was the first to confess their feelings to you?" He asked.

   "I was the one? Or Jayden? But you totally turned me down." He sighed. Brought the used bandage with some dull blood on, wanted to use it to clean my lips, I turned my face. This psycho. How did I get involved?

  "Stop it.!!" I yelled at him. "We will be one soon Bella. I expected Jayden to die today... Just my bad luck, they came."

     He held my hand with so much force. "I will clean your wound. Curse the bastard who hurt you." He was smiling like a crazy person.

     "You know... Ever since me and my brother were little, I always like what he has, he knows how to get the best... And this time, this time, he got the best, a goddess and I want it. You will be mine."

   "Bella, dont be scared of me! I'm alright..." He bulged out his eyes and bent his head, he was shaking like a psycho. "I'm just so excited, we just have to go far away. Jayden will be dead soon, I will come back to take it all. I will sign everything I have in your name darling. I will make you more than a queen."

   "But... I... Don't... Like...you." I said word by word.

      "Why! Why!" He started to throw things away. Wreck so many glass vases into shards. This is definitely a basement. "I first confessed, it's only right if you be fair. See, look at me" he squat in front of me and put my hands on his cheek, "I wasn't like this... I fall quickly Bella, get possessive and obsessed." He cupped my cheek, looking straight into my eyes. "Just take this face as Jayden, I van be better, for you! Say you love me." He was shivering.

     I think its a brother's code, they both do drugs. He lied to me he doesn't take alcohol, and here he is, worst than a drunkard. "I Like you so much. That's enough to be together."

    "Want to know a secret?" He asked. Seeing me dumb, he started, knowing I can't block my ears from his secrets.

      "When I saw Jayden back, I felt like strangling him, I saw him with a helpless teenager, I really wanted to ruin you, knowing he cared about you. The first time you saw me at your shop, my main aim was to ruin you but after a while, I thought about it. You're so innocent, why harm you? I wanted to see what he saw in your little ass." He smiled and stroke my hair.

    "You're a beauty in disguise, I fell for you getting close. You have a charm. You enchanted me and now, I want to be like this. Obsessed with you." He was talking faster than normal.

      "Haha. I want to be obsessed with you... I want to be in your heart." He poked my chest. Acting like a fast forwarded robot.

     "I want to be here, this place and make you lock it to every other person." He brought his face closer to kiss me, I spat on his face.

     "Hahaha, you spat on me? I'm blessed." I watched as he removed the saliva from his face and licked his hand then shrugged.

   "Stop acting like this, please."

    "Want to know another secret?"

     "No, don't tell me anything."

      "I'm not the only one who wants that bastard dead. He crossed so many people, its only fair if he pays with his life. I sold him to get you Bella. Luke has to take his life, if Luke doesn't, Jeremy is there. Stones and others. At least I didn't commit the sin of slaughtering my brother with my own hands." He looked at his hands and made a wicked grin.

      "Bella, marry me. There's no hope to Jayden's life, he will have to die sooner, marry me." He want to force me in an embrace. "Bella, only I can love you, I can give you all you want, name it. Just don't make me go mad over you. I told you I loved you first. Jayden is just a coward" he left no space in talking, ala not letting me speak."
  
     Someone joined in the room. "Sir... They are here." She said in a respectful manner to him.

     "Ok, tell them to prepare her, we will get married before midnight." He said before leaving.

    'Midnight? Marriage?' His words replay in my head. "Brad! Brad! No don't do this! Brad, I'm talking to you! I don't want to get married." I called him some more but he never turned back. The lady came to me. "What's wrong with you? Don't come close to me" I warned.

I can't get married to him, I don't want him.