LOVE THE WAY I AM

Chapter 51

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♪♪♪♪♪♪“Let out hearts stop and beat as one

Draw me a smile and save me tonight
I am a blank page waiting for you to bring me to life
Paint me a heart, let me be your art
I am a blank page waiting for life to start itself.”♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪

★★BELLA★★

After He was done, he slept off... I'm supposed to pick my dress and get the hell out of here before he wakes up, but I'm so weak, and this once in a lifetime for me, I'm sure after he gets married, I will have to forget about him for life.

I climb on the bed and closed my eyes to sleep when he put his hands on my waist. Thinking of what happened, I pushed his Hand off... I'm still angry at myself for doing this.

   I finally dose off...

      Having slept so long, I opened my eyes, still looking at his handsome face, the one I admired so much, his eyes was closed, his brow frowned tightly. I smiled and leaned closer to him, gave him a kiss on his cheek before trying to leave the bed, his handheld my wrist tightly, making me gasp. "Where do you think you're going Bella?" He asked, still holding me tightly, he got up from the bed, I guess he wasn't sleeping.

      "Let go of me, it's non of your business! Leave my hand." I try to remove his hand, Jayden is not so simple, I don't have to act innocent else he rules me.

   "Are you mad? I'm asking you a question, who are you showing your stupid attitude! Why did you come here? Answer me quickly!" He asked fiercely.

     I got up with the bed sheet wrapped around me, making my move to pick my dress from the floor, I need to leave here.

   "Bella, I'm talking to you... I really hate it when you don't answer!" His voice was already deeper... "I've told you it doesn't concern you, are you so dumb not to understand?!" I barked at him.

      Gabriel was at the door, I faced him with my dress in my hand, "you, how do I get money? Pay me now, I want my money now." The next thing was a hit on my face. Jayden slapped me hard and threw my dress away...

    "You're acting like a true whore, Is this how you do with all men? You've become more shameless"
All the tears I try to hide starting to rush out without any hold, he's saying nonsense, I looked at the blood on the sheet, after taking my first time, is this he pays me? ... He slapped me! My mind and soul over flow with anger, this is what I get?

      "You're a pathetic bastard, you hit me, I won't let you off..." I pounced on him and start to hit his chest, beating him so hard, he made me miserable, I was better without him, and now he dare to hit me, I won't let him off so quick"

"I never knew you were this bastard, I will kill you, how dare you hit me, how dare you?!" My voice start to seize slowly because of so many tears. I'm almost naked, but I don't care.

      He was trying to Hold my hands, but they move so fast, continue to hit him hard on his chest... He stopped reacting, just focused his eyes on me, he hold my waist and tried to kiss me... I pushed him so hard "go away you bastard! Don't make me more dirty!"

      He went over to the door and closed it, locked it before coming back to the crying me.

"I made a mistake, hit me till your heart content, I won't do it ever, I'm sorry Bella, hit me"

"I will become dirty, I don't want to touch you even. I have to leave here now." I stood up to leave.

      "I told you I'm sorry, I was pissed off about my messed up life, I'm a coward to hit you, sorry. My head is broken" He said, he was really having a pity face.

     "Go to hell, I am too... You were asking when I'm off to right? Let me tell you" I smile bitterly, "I'm off to hell. Fuck you bastard." I feel like a frog is in my throat for using curse word. I searched around the room for my dress, my tears makes me blurry.  He walked to me and hugged me tightly, "I'm sorry, don't leave yet, don't make me go crazy." His tears dropped on my shoulder. "We can go to hell together Bella, take me with you, or let's stay alive here together."

     "Leave me jerk, you can only hit women, do that now." I rolled my eyes, "I'm not homeless you know, I have a home, you can go to hell alone, I would prefer NOT going with you" I slowly removed his hand.

     He still held me again, more tightly this time, "Bella, forgive this jerk, he won't do it again, I promise, stay here with me, we will get married someday."

     "Someday! What happened to soon? What happened to today? After getting married, I will be your second choice. Don't worry, as soon as you get married, I will be married, I will find a husband, so you don't meet me single."

     "Who told you I'm getting married? I won't marry anyone!"

      I turned to face him, "do you want me to describe her? I've seen your photo together, I'm  not blind!" Braden showed me his picture, he can't lie now.

  "Tigress, don't get annoyed, I won't marry her, my parents are just bringing her for themselves not me. I won't be forced to marry her, she can marry my brother instead." He chuckled. His word soften me. I stand still, thinking whether to believe him or not. I don't know if he's telling a lie.

      He drew me closer to himself and put his lips on mine, "stop it, I need to go home." I pushed him away. "Tell your friend to drop me." I ordered.

     "You want to leave? Don't leave, stay here... With me, we can live together again Bella, I can't let you leave, not when I miss you this much." He pulled my closer again...

     "Will you stay?" Putting his hands on my waist gave me a shock for the fact, I'm still naked. He whispered In my ear "I like you... So much, you're here and now you think of leaving, how will I feel, should I get drunk before you stay?"

    "And my money? Pay me" I tell him, "I want my twenty thousand."

    "What do you want to use it for?" He asked. "You sold your body for twenty thousand Bella, that's not a good thing." He kissed my ear, "I will give you much more, tell me why you want twenty thousand."

       "To pay my debt." I answered."

      He rolled his hand up and down my waist, "I never knew you were this beautiful, just think if another had you, I would kill him."

   "It passed, stop talking about it. don't make me mad at you OK?" I told him.

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