LOVE THE WAY I AM

CHAPTER 49

Chapter 49:
  ★★BELLA★★

       She made me wear a skimpy dress, so tight that I can hardly breath, "Bella, sit." She said. I sit awkwardly in front of the dresser, looking at the mirror till she stop in front of me, blocking me from the mirror. She started to put make up for me. She poured some cream to my hair brush it straight... After a long while of having my butt ache, she finally finished. I can't look at my face in the mirror as i already feel the makeup is already too much and is making my face heavy...
"Alex, pls clean this, I dont want to wear any make up." I told her. " I look like a little monster. I will scare a lot of people."
"Bella, stop acting naive, the makeup is more than OK... You'll have business from this tonight... You never know how lucky you may be, Maybe you can get the whole 14,000 in one night Bella. You look beautiful as hell, which man wouldn't want you like this?" She sighed, hold my shoulder and said. "That money is a big amount, no one will give you that for free..." She said. "I work hard for my daily bread, I do this to survive... Buuut... If you don't want you can back out." She turned away and searched for another dress for herself. "I'm not forcing you? I would never do that..." She cleared herself properly.
"Are you going or not? Tell me." I paused my lips, confused and not knowing what to do. I did promised myself I will try to forget about all these if I can get the money, but my mind isn't in accordance with me.
After gulping down a lot of saliva, I said: "yes, I will go." I finally accepted.
After preparing, we both rode in her car, she drove me too a club, walking down with the killing heels, she led me in. "Act cool, don't look tense so people Don't see you as 'Naive' " she said raising her fingers up in the air.
"Do I look naive?" I asked her.
"With this attitude, yea... You do. K Bella, if you need me, I'll be by the bench. Don't get scared, no one here will kill you. See you!" She tapped on my head before leaving.
I sit down calmly, a lot of people are looking at me, making me feel more awkward, making me clutch my purse in a suspecting manner. I feel almost all the people here are not good people, 'and what does that make me?' This whole place smell of alcohol and cigarette smoke, making me want to choke.
     The contact lens I'm wearing was killing me, I can't stop scratching my eyes. next moment, some guy walked to me, "hey." He said looking at me lustfully, his both eyes can't leave my chest.
I adjust my dress well before answering in a bit rude tone... "Yes...!"
"Whoa... Easy tigress, I'm not going to hurt you, just wanted to ask how can a girl be so beautiful, you look flawless." This sort of talk anger me, especially from drunk strangers. I can't even say thank you.
"Hmmmn... Are you done?" I tell him.
"How about we go somewhere to talk, I mean privately..." He was winking like a fool. "I'm not interested..." I say plainly winking back at him. Oh my gosh, why did I do that?
He hold my wrist.. "Come here, I won't hurt you, I'm not broke, see!" He brought out his wallet from pocket with his other hand, showing me the wad of cash in it. I still pull my hand from his.
"Come here, I can give you what you want, name the price." He had an annoying voice. I can't imagine myself with such a man tonight.
"Can you give me 14,000?" I asked.
" I don't have exactly that, anyway, which fool do you think I am, 14,000?! You're sure an imp, come here lemme give you 3000." He started to pull my hand, with me struggling with him.   
Someone else pulled my Hand. "Leave her, get out of here!" He shouted at him. The drunk man looked at the persons face, this man was out of his reach and lane, he walked away.
"What the-" I wanted to yell at the person who held me till I turned to see his face. I think I've seen his face from somewhere, I don't know where thou.   "Who are you?" I asked pulling my hand from his.
"Bella, what are you doing here?" He said familiarly with so much informality.
"Do I know you? What is wrong with you, this is my business, doesn't concern you... Get the hell out of here!" I barked at him.
"Jayden." He called. My eyes soften... "What?" I asked.
"You know Jayden right? Then what are you doing here, he will be so ashamed of you." He said.
I put my face down in shame. Doing this is not my choice either.
"Let's talk first." He said. We both sat on the couch and he started.
    "Why are you here?"
"I need some money for something really important, this is the only way to get it..." I said, holding my fingers together.
"I need 14,000 to pay back something really big. I am in serious trouble."
"Why didnt you meet Jayden then, he's always there to help you?"
"It's my life, I have to work hard." I replied. "Let's not tall about that."
"How about we make an deal, you will get more than 14,000 I will give you 20,000"
My eyes got wider, this is big money, I can pay back the debt and have extra 6,000.
"What deal?"I asked him, Gulping down extra spit.
"Jayden is been drugged, he needs a girl tonight. Just agree, you get the money."
"No. No I won't." I said. I can't let him see me, this Is a once in a life time mistake, I will die of shame if he finds out. I stood up to leave. "I should go now... Pls don't tell him you ever saw me here" I begged.
"Bella wait." I stopped at his word. "This is the best option for you... You won't regret it...you love him right, just take it like you're helping him, due to your love, Bella, think, don't go." He talked more faster, seeing I'm leaving, he can't convince me.
"I don't want him to see me." One drop of tears fall from my eyes as I said this, I've never dreamt that my life can become this worst after Lisa...
"I will make sure he doesn't then." He assured.
      "OK then."
While he was driving, I asked him after been quiet for so long... "Who are you to him?"
"His personal friend." He smiled a bit. "I've been with him so long to know everything about him."
He turned back, "Want to know a truth?" He asked me.
     "Hmm."
"He loves you so much that sometimes, he also calls me Bella at night..." He started laughing. I smile lightly before bringing my face back to normal.
Soon we got to a separate house, not his family house. "This belong to Jayden." He said and helped me open the door respectfully, i guess he feels my curiosity. after getting in, I waited for him down while he went up to see Jayden. "Come up now... I will switch off, by morning, I will pick you up before he wakes up"
I feel so embarrassed and like a whore as he talks to me in this manner.

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