LOVE THE WAY I AM

Chapter 52

★★BELLA★★

"It pass, stop talking of the pass, don't make me mad at you OK?" I tell him.

      "OK i Won't. Want to go another round?" He asked winking annoyingly.

"Aish! This man, can't you see I'm hurt allover, who wants to be with you? it's better i rest. And i have to send the money back to the shop." I climb on the bed, covered myself with the blanket, almost closing my eyes, he also lie close to me, putting his both hands around my waist.

     "You know, since you left, my life became a worst mess." (Sigh) "you just left me without an explanation." I turned to him and cup his face in my hand. "Tell me why you left me Jay?" I don't believe what Braden said about his leaving so much, i better hear clearly.

      "Nothing. I just left without a reason and I'm a jerk." He answered feeling guilty.

      "You're hiding something? Tell me. I will listen." I tell him.

     He put his hand on my hair and ruffled it so hard, "you're so little and won't understand anything don't think so much so your brain last little, look how cute your face is. You cried a lot.?" He asked.

"Maybe."

      "I'm here now, don't cry anymore. I'll tell you one thing. Do you prefer to stay here? Or go back home. I will set some time out of my very busy schedule for you weekly, till then, try to understand me."

     "Where will you be? And also, how many times will you come to meet me?"

     "Bella, I have to go back home, I can't live away from home and also, I can't take you home, not for now, just to be sure you're always safe and happy. Coming to visit, I wouldn't miss my free time for my love." He pulled me closer and kissed my forehead slightly.

     "OK then. If I decided to stay here, wat about our house Jayden?"

    "Don't be worried about that. We shouldn't be so far from each other don't you think?"

    "Hmmmn." I thought for a while before saying, "i will live here."

      "This is the happiest time I've had in a while." He covered my eyes with both his hands, "sleep now, and you C'mon."
    
Too much excitement in me, i can't sleep no matter how I try to, i decided to go down for breakfast. He asked Gabriel to buy food for both of us.

    "Are you going to leave today?" I asked as he put his phone down. His tone on the call seems unusual. Words like- 'hmmn.' 'Uhmmm.' 'Yes, no' 'uhn uh' i can't pick out whose he was talking to.

   "No, let's eat." He smiled stirring the food continually while looking inside like it was a mini well.

"Where do you want to go later, pick somewhere, I will take you."

      "I'm OK here, I really do not want to go out, my whole body hurts." I replied, playing with the spoon.

      "Then I will out for a while, I have to be somewhere. Will be back before it gets dark."

       "But you said you won't leave today, means you're also not going out." I say with a frowning face.

    I don't want to be away from him, not now! "Then I'm going out, take me to the shop." 

"By stalking me?" He asked.

     "Who's stalking you? I feel a like going out now." I got up from the table and walked to his side. Crossing my arms around his, "Let's go hubby." I said with a laugh.

      He asked Gabriel to take an off, he would drive.

      At the shop:

"Do you like this face cap?" I asked, forcing the face cap on his head.

      "Buy anything you want, but this cap is childish, which boy wears a cap with the word 'Pretty' printed big on it?"

     "I like this one so well, plus its black, I'm buying two, one for me and the other for you." I put it among the things we already bought.

  He always looks disconnected from This world from time to time. "Hey, What's wrong with you?" I snapped my fingers at him.

"Oh... Nothing." He looked away. I looked at where his gaze was formally fixed. Nothing there.

    "Let's go to the other side, there are a lot of things you can buy from there." He said.

   "OK." I looked at him as he s
Held my arm, moving so fast. Pulling me behind some wardrobe, he leaned closer and asked: "Do you trust me?"

     "Yes, why-?" Before i could complete my words he lips fell on mine, kissing me deeply, letting me go out of breathe, I encircled my arms around his neck, climb on his shoes so I can match his height, he's so taller than me there's no sign he will stop, not sooner. He finally pulled out. "Bella, go to the dressing room, try all these, show me when you get dressed, I'm here waiting for you." He handed me some clothes he picked from the hangers, I'm not sure some of these will be fitted size for me.

      "OK. Don't go anywhere OK!" I kissed his cheek before going to the fitting room.

   "I love Jay den, he loves me back, which should i pick.” "This!" I sang his name to help me pick the fitting room, I would enter. It ended at the fifth one. I carried all the clothes and went in.

   I first wore the dinner dress, it's pink color with a lot of designers stone on it.

        I start to admire how beautiful i look. I have to let him see this, it's so beautiful. I got out of the dressing room in a rush to meet him, at the door to leave i bump into someone. Looking at his face... "What are-"

"Hey mistress!" He first said smiling. "Bella you're so stubborn  you know?" He leaned closer to the wall.

     "Why did you come here?" I asked.

      "Whoa, whoa, whoa, your boyfriend doesn't own this place yet, does he?" He asked. I try to leave, but he holds my wrist, stay here with me, you won't want to see what's out there."

"Leave me!" I pulled my hands from his.

      "So what's your choice now? You picked to be his mistress? He is definitely gonna marry Iris, so he can have all... For real Bella. I'm still here if you need a shoulder to cry on. I will always be, but don't be too late." His brows dropped. I turned my face, i don't want to look into his eyes.