LOVE THE WAY I AM

Chapter 31

★★JAYDEN★★

I Sat in a full position in my room, facing the mirror. 'Who am I?" My inside ask the reflection in the mirror. I can't see an answer, just a normal me. When I try to think straight, Bella gets in My Head. She's messing a lot of things, up in here.  I have to prepare this weekend... I need to go back to accompany my mom for the weekend. She was whining like a baby a while ago. Asking me to come back to, to see her. I picked my phone from the drawer and made a call to my brother.   "Saw the news?" I say as soon as he answered.   "I can't take my eyes off the TV Bro. I love you so much" he said "I always admire your clean service Jay." He's trying to flatter me. I feel like a used tissue. Charged to kill and I do. I know he wants something more tonight. "Nothing more, I will hang up." I tell him. "Wait Jay!"
I still hold the phone to my ear.
"I have a small gift for you." What does this idiot wants now? Is he going to talk now?
  "Go to elevate suite... A small gift for my little brother is been prepared there." He said. "And after that?" I asked.
"We can always talk tomorrow junior." He said and hung up. I know I won't be doing another of his dirty job. Since he prepared something for me... Why not enjoy tonight? I changed my clothes before going to Bella's room. This Weirdo's eyes are wide open, seeing me, she lift the blanket over her face. I walked over to her bed and whisper...
"Wake up weirdo. I have some important thing to say."
She was still closing her eyes... Pretending to be asleep. I leaned more closer. "Lock the door if you feel like you're scared. "
"Huh?" She got up. I thought she was going to continue her pretence? "Where will you go tonight?" She asked. "You're asleep... Go back" I say and turned to leave.
"Mr Richards? Don't leave" she said. "Should I take you along?" I asked her. She was smiling shyly like she knows nothing.   "Do you want to come along Bella?"
"No" she replied. I wish she said yes... Where's my charms? Seems Bella can resist a request from me. "Are you sure Bella?" I asked again, to be more clear.
"Don't worry Mr Richard, I will stay here, you go along." She said. I turned to leave her room when I remembered her staying alone... I don't want to let her... What if she feels scared, she promised she won't ever call me when she has a problem! Then if she calls Bruno, what will I do? I turned back to her bed the lift her up, on my shoulders. "We should go together, I won't leave you here all alone. And also-"
"Put me down!" She was making so much noise. "I don't want to go with you"
"Bella, its already late. Stop creating so much noise Bella" I dropped her hard on the couch after she bit my shoulder. I feel like slapping the hell from her face, how dare she? I stared at her like i wanted to eat her, before turning to my room. She's always getting me annoyed when I feel pity for her and Also Think she's innocent.
"No Need, I won't take you along, you can go to sleep, make sure to lock all windows. Acting strong and powerful in front of me and others? you're just a doll" I sneered at her before turning to leave."
"Don't go." she said... I feel like that's not enough. "Mr Richards, I'm sorry" she said. Still not the point.

        "I said I'm sorry, please take me with you" she said. "I promise, I won't do this again." She started talking so fast "Mr Richards don't go, please don't leave me here alone. I won't bite again! Please please please" she begged, still sitting comfortably on the couch. Funny girl she really is not sorry. She stare at my face, I can't hide the fact it's already soften for her. "Where are we going?"
"Don't ask, will you go not?" I say.  "Give me a minute!" She ran in to change her clothes. Wearing a sweater she told me, "I'm ready".  The car is so calm as I drive fast. I parked the car before we both got out. Checked in the hotel. "Wow...! " She was turning her eyes around. "Mr Richard, why are we here?" She asked. "Remember I say don't ask me any question?" She become so quiet.  She went to the window and fixed her gaze down... "This whole place is a palace. How did you get to enter this place?" She asked me again.
I walked to where she was, held her waist and turned her face me... "What are you doing?" She asked anxiously, seeing my face so close to hers. I did not reply. She's really a short lady. I'm looking her at like a little person. "Bella..." I call her softly, getting so close to her to let my nose touch hers.
"Yes?" She replied.
"What do you want to do?" She asked again, seeing me cup her cheek. I becoming fond of her lips, and can't stop myself from wanting them. I'm about to put my lips on hers when I had a call. The music tone sucked in my head, making me crazy and annoyed. Why now? I pulled the phone from my pocket, and she move away from me so fast that I can't hold her hand. I have to ignore.
  "Hello?"
"You're so fast brother..." He let out a laugh. What's his problem?  "I heard you brought a little girl along?"
  "Do you have to monitor me?"
"Not really, sorry though for disturbing your peace. Mother wants you back by morning, you can't enjoy so long."
       "Why?" I asked.
  "Dad wants to see you. Surprisedly" he said in a more calmer tone.  "And what about what I asked from you?" I tell him. "You cancome back home in the next one week. No need to hide after that. You just have to be careful, having a lot of enemies" he warned. "I know how to take care of myself Ok?"
"And you take care of that woman Bella." He hung up so fast. I rethink his words. He said Bella right? How come he knows her name is Bella? I called him back to ask but his phone is no longer reachable.