LOVE THE WAY I AM

CHAPTER 39

~Much as you blame yourself, you can't be blamed for the way that you feel

Had no example of a love that was even remotely real
How can you understand something that you never had~

Let me love you
~ Ne-yo

★★BELLA★★

You want to know where he is? He's getting married, yes, kill yourself then!" He said. He brought out his phone and showed me a Pictures of Mr Richards, with some girl. "He has gone back, your Mr loves to rule and he got it" Braden said. I want to push him to the main road so a car will run him over these are all lies! Lies!
He was standing behind the girl with his hand on her shoulder, wearing plaid color suit, his hair neat, not like his usual smile, he had a more straight face with respect written all over.
"What is wrong with you? You made this picture, why do you haunt me?!!" I pushed his chest harder. He's a liar, "Jayden is not so composed and he won't follow orders from anyone." I say.
"Do you know Jayden really? No you don't, and here you are, defending him" this is all too much for me. The rain started to fall, I run as fast as I can home and locked the door, the window are already locked, it's just me and a dark home.
Why should I cry over him, he must be having some fun with his future wife, living like the king he is. "Bella, please, open up!" I heard from the door. Braden was still outside and it's raining heavily. I did not reply him, he should leave. If he doesn't, he can stay in the rain. I closed my eyes tightly, trying to sleep, but I can't. I can only see his hand on thay girls shoulder, why did he ever come into my life. I loved the fact I was a loner, only my inside loves me, but he came as my friend, made me use to him and left... I picked my phone from the other side of the bed, gave him another call... Luckily, it was going through.
"Hello, Mr Richard?" I call softly as he answer the call." I hear a long sigh before some female voice replied, "come help me, I can't take it off" the voice said.
Hearing her voice, I hung up quickly and switch off my phone, who's that girl? I hold my mouth tight, almost suffocating my own self, to stop myself from screaming from the pain I feel inside. He has a girl. When I remember her words, I feel in pain. I wit lie anymore I like him, I really do. Hearing a girl's voice hurt so bad. He's the first person I like this way And I'm hurt.
I picked my phone and Throw it away... I don't need it, I don't need anyone.
I remember the first time he kissed me, he stole my first kiss away.' I used my hand to feel my lips, why does he have to leave now?

★★JAYDEN★★
"Iris, stop it." I turn my face to the side as she cup my cheek and try to kiss me. She has been pulling shameless tactics since morning. I'm sick of her.
I took a blanket, "I will sleep On the couch when I'm done with work." Today is the most frustrating for me. Firstly, she booked just one room, saying the whole place is filled up. Her father called more than five times today to ask how we are, and my mom is constantly disturbing me. They all said we should go for the business.trip together, but she's getting me annoyed with her bitchy characters. I picked my phone to call Bella, I want to know how she's doing, I've been so busy and had no chance to talk to anyone outside work. "Jay, pls switch off the light, I can't sleep with the light on." She said. I walked to where the light, covered my self properly and closed my eyes to sleep. I'm so deep in my sleep, when I feel someone removing my blanket. I opened my eyes to see iris on me. She's acting coquettish seeing me open my eyes. "Stay with me tonight... Oh the bed" she say, removing strand of hair from her front and put it behind her ear.I pushed her away, she fell to the floor, hurting herself, she held her arm and looked at me in surprised. "You must be a little psycho, don't come close to me again, are you mad?!" I yelled at her, seeing her on me disgust me so much. I threw the blanket at her. "You sleep on the couch!" Then I climb on the bed.

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