LOVE THE WAY I AM

CHAPTER 37

★★BELLA★★

"I am now!" I rolled my eyes. "Ok, I was saying, Bella, What's your dream job?" He asked. i let out a laugh. I haven't thought of that yet, truly, never in my life have I thought of what I want to be in future
"Why do you ask?" I asked him.  "I'm worried about your future, make money in your life time so no one bully's you Bella." He say. He pushed the door open before entering, with me following behind. "My future." I started, focusing my eyes on the clock which is was ticking, like it hypnotized me. "If I tell you what I want for my future how do you want to help? I have all the time I want to think of that, and also," I turned to him, looking at his face, "why are you more concerned about my future?" I asked him.

    "I will Secure your future before I leave." He dropped these words like a broken glass on me.
     "Yes, i have to go back home." He said, trying to search my expression. He was about to say another word when I spoke "You can go, don't bother about me. I will be fine, I won't suffer to death," my tone got more deeper with tears blocking my throat. I can't hold the ocean of my tears any longer, i walk si fast to my room and bang the door close so hard.
"Bella, I'm not done talking, open up." He banged the door calling my name "Bella! Bella!"
"Get out.! Go away. You want to leave right? Then go." I don't why I picked such offense on him, it's his choice. "I want to say something more to you. Bella, I said I'm not done talking to you." I wipe my tears, why am I crying, we're not so related!
"You want to leave, leave then, I will pay the rent, I will stay alone." I sob softly. I can stay alone... Like I have done, after my mother left...living in my head Alone, my father was so far from me and now he. I feel cold while crying, "Bella, what's wrong?" He asked, putting his face so close to the door. I opened the door, and he's about to fall, I out myself in front as support, his huge body on me, he hold my waist to stop both of us from falling to the ground.
"What's wrong, tell me anything." He ask with worried eyes.  I feel free. The feeling of having someone to listen to you, you feel like you can tell them anything, they are the ones who would solve your problem.
I looked into his eyes and say in a voice more like a whisper "really?" Drew my nose before saying "Mr Richard, I really like you, I don't want you to ever leave." I brought my face closer to his, to place my lips on his, he removed his hands from my waist "that's not a good thing." He said and walk out of the room. Did I hurt him? I think I scared him away. I don't know what got into me.

       I went to his room to ask what his problem his. He's arranging his clothes in a bag. "I'm sorry." I tell him.
Jayden sighed. "You're alright then. I'm OK now and will be at peace." He say, walked pass me to collect more clothes. "Where are you going to now?"

     "It was nice we got to leave together, I wish you will be well always. Bye!" He gave a kiss on my forehead and left with his bags. I want to stop him, I'm dumbfounded, what happened with us? I regained myself after I hear him start the engines of his car till he drove away.

      Later at night, I can't sleep. I pick my phone and gave him a call... No answer. I close one eye slightly and call him again, hoping he'll pick, he declined the call this time. He doesn't want anything to do with me maybe... I fold myself in my own arms on the bed and try to sleep, but tears keep coming out, why does everyone who comes to my life leave without a notice? I'm now so use to him for some few days unknowingly to me.  I sent him a text.

  "Why did you leave? Please come back home."
             ~pompom

     I was going to write my name, but I need to make him remember how nice he was to me, giving me a nick name and always ruffling my hair. He left so soon, and picked an offense, maybe he wants to be away from me.

          
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