LOVE THE WAY I AM

CHAPTER 42

Chapter 42:

★Jayden★

I hear engines switch on, the car is turning to leave, this must be the person who had dropped her, it's my brother's car. I entered my car and started the engines... I have to teach him a lesson.

      Driving so fast I could meet up with him, he knew, I were following him, so he drive faster. I gave a wicked smile, damn the messy boy if he thinks, I will let him off. 

I drive faster and over take him. Stopping at the front of his car, I'm breathing harder...

      I can see his calm look from his car, he is not at all bothered. I opened the door and got out. Went to his car and pulled him out by the collar.

      "What is wrong with you?" He said. I gave him a hard glare, acting like he doesn't know what the problem is. I'm about to punch him hard in his face, but he cover his face with his hand and started to laugh annoyingly.

  "You know I never want the both of us to cross path, how dare you go near her?!" I barked at him. "I don't want ever to see, you close to Bella, I will hurt you terrible next time."

       "Little brother, when you were wandering around, you found peace here right? Now you're back and took everything from the both of us" he leaned closer and whisper. "Bella is peace, Bella is luck." He smirked.

     "I will get more and more clo-" he stopped. He removed my hands from his collar.  "I want to rub the luck she gave you on myself. I think I'm liking it."

I punch his head hard, pushed him on his car and twisted his hand behind his back. "I can kill you here! Tell her name again!"

     "Bella, Bella. Bella my beautiful princess, she is fair as a peach. She is-" I continuously bang his head on his car. "You're an animal, Never get closer to her you hear! Mad man, you have you die to give me peace" he didn't respond, I perceived his shirt, he smelt alcohol, he was still singing her praise.

    "Pretty Bella, plain and sweet. My." He was getting on my nerves.

    "Brad quiet!" I yelled at him.

"Why? You came back! You're the best in father's eyes now. I will take her as my woman, she's naive. I like she's naive. Have you ever touched her skin?" He asked. "And what about her lips? She's so soft, to keep me warm daily, when I pretend to be down, and sad And all..."

I gave him another hard punch, the psycho is still laughing.

   "Jay, she told me about your kiss. You told her she can love you, you're a god, you can't love her." He was laughing hard. He was mocking me so much, how dare Bella tell him things about us.

I hit his head on his car. "You told we are both mad and now you want to be with Bella, what does that make you?"

       I raised his head... Punching his once more before leaving.
I drive to Bella's. Waiting and watching for a while outside her house.

     She rushed out anxiously and bothered, locked the door properly before Leaving In a taxi.
Where will she go this time? She was in a hurry. I follow her to where's she was going.

     Brad is lying on his car where i left him. She help him get up.
"Brad, hope you're strong...? I can't drive." She say with her little voice.

     He held his nose, struggling to breath for a while before saying, "I can manage... Let's go" I watched as she helped him carefully in his car, and they left.

      My chest feel sour, like I have a huge frog in my throat. I really want to take it all out.

     "Jay, you missed the dinner, why?" My mom asked as I slugged to my room with my suit jacket in my hand. She held my hand and stood in front of me, holding my chin... "Baby, what's the problem??? Your dad is annoyed. You missed the dinner."

     The way she cared for him, I never got those. She said she had some feelings for me.

      I took a look at myself on the mirror. "What do you care Jayden, she's a child, young kids always have crush. She was infatuated." I tell myself as I sigh hard.

I'm grown, I can like a kid, Bella is one. "Jay, open up!" My Mom called.

     "What happened... Have your dinner first!" She yelled.

       I want to speak to her but I can't... My nose started to bleed. The second time in one week. I didn't have any drugs. I feel my nose, I don't have any injury.

     My chest is beating unusually, I can hard breath through my nose, I start breathing from my mouth. Sit slowly on the floor to regain myself.

“Jay can you hear me? Open up." My mom kept on calling while banging the door. Her knock pissed me off...

    "Go away!" I yelled at her. "I need to rest, atop your disturbance, It's fuckin' messing my head up! Get out! Everyone!" I said in anger.

I really need to think and recall everything from this evening. She made me crazy.... She's giving him so much care, I never got those from her. "Oh gosh, that imp!!!" I scratch my scalp. I really want to kill Braden, her mind diverted, she doesn't Care about me.
She really filled that space I thought was mine.
    
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