LOVE THE WAY I AM

Chapter 50

50
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"Yes, boss." Gabriel said as he entered my room... I'm lying half mad on my bed. "Boss what happened?"

      "It's Iris..." I murmured. I can't speak so well, been half confused. "What did she do...???" He still had a confused look on his face.

   "Gabriel, find me a girl." I said, panting hard as I try to hold myself control which is proving so hard to do.

      "What do you want, which girl?" He asked... His continual question annoy me. "Gabriel, get the fuck out of my home and get a girl for Me, I'm under drugs here and suffering, if you come back without a girl, I will make you lie under me for the whole night! Get ready to die you asshole!"  I yelled at him feeling so frustrated, also Gritting my teeth.

"You got drugged? I'll go find a girl now... Just wait for me."

    "Get me any girl you see except Iris." I continue to murmur, oh God, i will make sure she dies after tonight. That bitch...!!! I took the bottle of cold water and kept on pouring it on my hair. Iris has to pay for this... How dare she?

Tonight she crossed the line by getting me drugs, I don't know what sort of drugs are these, they seem so effective.

   I hug my pillow more tightly, I feel a like having s*x with it of she was a girl. The drugs make my body hotter by the minute, I may die if I don't get anyone by tonight.

   I continue to bite my shirt, putting holes in it till my phone rang... I try to pick it, it fall to the floor, luckily, it isn't broken. I looked at the caller, Gabriel is the caller.

      "Speak!" I ordered, trying to pull my skin off.
"I found someone boss, she said she will only accept 20,000 and nothing less." He knows how to get me annoyed.

      "Gabriel?" I call In a lower tone. "Did I tell you I've become so poor? I can give even a million for tonight. You settle whatever girl you're bringing." I hung up and squeezed my fist with the phone still in my hand.

  In less than twenty minutes, he opened the room door, "boss, she's here.
   
"Where?!" I asked curiously, having bore for so long, I can bear no longer.

       "You won't want to see the face of a whore right, just to gain what you want, let me switch off the light, she also doesn't like the light on." He switched off the light before saying: "I will go call her now. And please have some control, she's not so used to this." He dropped his face before going. What's with him?

   "Gabriel I'm starting to feel you brought your lover or your sister for me tonight. Call that girl!"

      I hear some footstep approaching me, "you're here?" I asked, switch on the light so, you know your way to my bed." I ordered.

     "No need, I can see where you are." The light from outside reflect in my room, i guess she see through that. Her voice feel so familiar, like I've heard it.

       No no, for the last two days, I see and hear everything as Bella, no it can't be her.
The moment I noticed she go on the bed, I held her waist tightly and tossed her, putting her under me,  I started to kiss her neck without control. Pulling her dress to her shoulder.

It seemed as if she wanted to resist me at first, as if she had never done it before. Why in the world the girl that would hesitate a lot come at the first place?

But, that doesn't matter to me. I just need to quench the thirst of my body.

I pinned her hands tight over her head, making her unable to move her hands anymore and started kissing her wildly and vigorously out of love.

She left out the soft moans, "Pl...s" she said softly with her voice breaking while kissing her and that was making me more excited for the process.

Kissing her down, and trailing the kisses all over her neck and sucking them as hard as I could,  her collarbone like they were my life's mission, I have not an ounce of control for what my body wants.

"Gosh!" I exclaimed.

She's so soft. Her body is warm although she force herself stiff, squeezing her fist white.

Wildly, I pulled of her tops from her body and kissed her breast,  which made her shiver. Slowly, I started sucking the hard nipples other breast while rubbing the another one with my hands and kissing her abdomen like the hell.

This was making me more and more crazy. Rubbing her another breast and sucking the next, one I thrust my fingers right to her vagina.

God,  this girl was so tight. Don't tell me she is a virgin. "Ahh..." She screamed. Using her hand to hold me "stop, stop." She said.
I was going to ask her if she was one, but the drug made me an animal, I really do not want to care what she was.

Thrusting my another,  two fingers inside her, I made a way for myself down there while sucking the upper part of her body. She was shivering a bit, and I can feel how hard she's trying to hold the pain she feels.

After, making the way, I positioned myself on top of her is ready to thrust myself inside her.

Spreading her legs,  I thrust myself hard inside her,  unaware of how much pain she may be.

She left the cries, and shouts, but I continued to thrust myself inside her, till I could satisfy myself with her. Her tiny voice made me go more wide, I'm like a beast, cannot be stopped.
And, after a number of times of sexes in the whole night, made me tire and out-of energy.

I pulled myself out of her and rested my body, beside her, I really wanted to see who she is, I want more of her presence.

I turned to face to her weakly and put my hand on her waist o draw her close, I need her to sleep so close to me, she makes my heart warm. Putting my hand on her bare body, she rudely removed my Hand and push me away. "Hmmmn!"

        Did she get annoyed...? I really don't want to do anything more, just sleep closely! With time, my eyes closed dimer, slowly till I slept...

       My head was haunting me in my sleep till I finally woke up. It's still so dark, the lights are off too. I staggered to the light switch and switch it on, holding my face from the headache I feel. Striding down to get water, I see Gabriel sleeping on the couch, he looked exhausted, no need to bother him... After drinking some water, I climb up to my room. The whole effect of the drugs finally aired off. I was about to switch off the light, when the girl Gabriel found turned, facing me.

       "Bella?!"