LOVE THE WAY I AM

Chapter 38

★★BELLA★★

It's been over one week he left, no calls, no messages, when I send him a message recently, he did not reply. Like I piss him off, so I stopped sending him text. "Good morning Bruno, Madam." I greeted both with a smile. And guess the first customer, Braden. "Good morning Braden." I say to him. I feel like I should ask him, that is if he would tell me. "What will you like to have today?" I asked him.

"Bella, why are you been extra nice?" He asked. He's right, for the whole week, I pushed him away, drawing a huge line he should never cross, I don't feel comfortable with him. "Nothing..." I grinned and walk back to the canter. I was watching him eat his food till he was almost done. "Mister, can you tell me where your brother is?" He carefully dropped the spoon, wiped his mouth then smile, "so this is why?" I thought you were better now with me around. I will tell you, but not now. When I feel you want to be friends." He say. Stupid person, who wants to be friends? I sneered at him, all he does is laugh. Just like he does every day when he comes here, I have to figure out what's his problem.
"Bella!" He yelled my name from his seat like he gave it to me. "Yes?" I answer, he's trying to piss me off like his brother, when Mr. Richard does... I feel happy, but him doing it is disgusting. He dropped money on the table and left.

My days have been more than boring, I can't concentrate at work, I keep things in the wrong places, and also mix peoples order. Always thinking of him. Now, I realize I like him, I was so shied to.admit this even in my head, I don't believe In love. I usually laugh at lovers, they are all pretending, and when I fall in love, he leaves in anger. These days, I like my new world, the one which my mind built, and when I get pulled it of it, I feel mad, like I want to hit someone.
"What is wrong with you? How dare you! Are you blind?!" I got a huge slap for pouring hot soup on a customer. I hold my red cheek and say "I'm sorry, let me help you clean it up" I brought a towel to her.
"You must be mad, baby, let's leave this disgusting shop!" She called the guy who was with her.
"Disgusting shop? And you were here to eat! You're the disgusting one." I sneered.
"Wait, you little bastard, what did you say? I'm disgusting?" She poured the remaining soup on my head, leaving the plate on my hair. "A waitress and yet, you have no respect? That serves you right!" I hate been constantly bullied.
"No, I won't take this!" I say and pulled her hair hard, "you're the bastard!" I yelled at her. I pulled her hair harder, she called me a bastard, so hurtful. I use all the pain and anger in me, slapping her face till the guy with her pushed me so hard on the floor, my lip got injured. So much blood coming from my mouth, I touch my teeth, they are bleeding...
"Bella! Get out from my shop, never Come back!" Madam Serena yelled at me. I look at her, maybe she's joking, maybe she's angry for now, but no, her face is cold, she's glaring at me like she wants to stab me to death. I'm still on the floor looking at the surrounding, when my bag was thrown to me "you're fired!" She barked.
The customer seems satisfied. Smiling as her boyfriend's hand on her shoulder, patting her.
I picked my bag with my hand filled with blood from my mouth. Look at the shop I've been working for so long. My anger got to it's peak today and now. This. I don't feel any remorse to hurting that girl, I feel more wide, like breaking the glass of the shop before leaving.
"Hey..." Someone called from behind as I walk so fast, I don't bother to look.
"Bella, answer me!" He called. I still don't turn back. So much tears dropping from my eyesTill a handkerchief was forced to my hand, "clean your face, you can't go around looking so bloody." I hate everybody, he's making me more furious.
"Are you mad?! Go away. You must be jobless, monitoring me every day." I pushed his chest hard.
"Your brother left, what do you want?" My tone so harsh "get out! From this town !"
"You want to know where he is? He's getting married, yes, kill yourself then!" He said. He brought out his phone and showed me a picture of Mr. Richards, with some girl. "He has gone back, your Mr loves to rule, and he got it" Braden said. I want to push him to the main road, so a car will run him over these are all lies! Lies!