LOVE THE WAY I AM

CHAPTER 30

★★BELLA★★

       I'm going to sleep, let's stay like this for a while" he closed his eyes. His head  still rested on the numb me. I can't digest his words.

      He's really a killer? No wonder he acts strange all the time.

       I feel so bad to let this killer be close to me. I try to remove his head from my lap. He relax more comfortably and hummed...

      I stay like this with him for a while. He was sleeping so soundly. His handsome face, frowned. His pointed nose, so straight, he looks so charming, like a prince. I comb his hair with my fingers. "Mr Richards? Are you really Jayden?" I lean down and ask. He was snoring seriously.

       I rest my head on the couch and didn't knew how I dosed off.

         When I open my eyes... It's already so late. I'm in my room. I put both feet's down, walk out to check on him. He was eating in the living room.

       "You're awake?" I say. "Yes, you go back to sleep." He replied.

       "Mr Richard, can I ask you a question?".   "No" he replied without turning to me.

       "Why no? You don't know what I have to say?"

       "Still a no" he got up and walked to the kitchen, having me follow behind.

          "Did you kill someone today?" I asked. He turned to me and winked... "What do you think? Bella, I haven't held a gun my whole life, how can I kill someone? Where did you get your trash from? You little weirdo." I think I'm confused. if I'm right, he said so himself, he told he killed someone and he's not happy.

   "Jayden?" I Called. He turned to me. "Mr Richards, your real name is Jayden right?" He look so calm. He was smiling at me. "Wat's your problem? What does it matter of I'm Richards or not".

      I stay calm and embarrassed, it's no big deal if he's Richard or jayden...uh?

        "Well don't call me that outside OK?" I have an upper card, Mister eivhardhas to respect me even now, I know his secret. My mind is so sure he would be afraid of me and try to make me equal so I don't get annoyed with him and spill everything out to god damn who...

       I climb up to the cabinet slowly, sit on it. "Mr Richard, what if I decide to tell everyone who you are, your name is not Richard right Jayden?" I say to him... And next, he's getting closer.I don't understand a thing, what does he wants to do?

       He lean closer to me that's sitting on the cabinet. "Will you still say what you know?" He asked.  

        I'm getting so uncomfortable by his closeness,  but i still say... "I will, yes I will Mr Richards. And I wonder why someone would change his name and come to leave here?" I ask him. My head is getting more stupid ideals. Is he a prince like fairy tale movies? Or- I dun no, I dun no.

       He ruffled my hair "Don't think too much, Remember you have a small brain Bella. I will do the thinking." He said with a chuckle.

         "But anyway Jayden, I still have to-" He drew me from the cabinet closer to himself and put his lips on Mine in a sudden movement. Trying to force my mouth open with his tongue. I'm so intoxicated that I follow his movement, helping him.

     I don't feel I think straight. He's holding my waist more firmly, and the other hand on my shoulder. Trying to drag my top down to my shoulder.

   When he trys to stop, I hold his shoulder more firmly and heard a mocking laugh. He's laughing at me and my foolishness. He stopped, why'd he stop?

     He trys to hold his laugh. "Want more kiss?" He asked. Oh... I made a fool of myself. My face is burning red with embarrassment.

       "When you think of opening your mouth in public, remember my kiss." He said and strode away. I'm such a fool. Letting this killer kiss me.

       I stay a while in the kitchen so I don't have to see his face anymore tonight. After I heard the sound of his door close. I tip toed to my room. Life with his is more awkward.

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