Love Me

Over

Katy's POV

"It all started out when mommy and daddy where out to dinner that night with Aunt Ang and Uncle David in Disney World. Do you remember that night? You were at the hotel with grandma and grandpa?"

"We got pizza!" Justin shouted with excitement.

"Yes honey you got pizza. Now while we were out a dinner this magician offered me this magical drink. So I took it. The drink had such magical powers that your little brother or sister is in there now. Isn't that so cool?"

"I want one of those drinks!" Juliet yelled.

"Oh um not till you 30 can you have those drinks. They are way to magical for little girls!"

With that more than awkward conversation done and taken care of, John walked back in.

"Oh hey Katy! The cars all ready and we should probably get going."

***

After dropping the kids off, John and I still had some time so we stopped to get lunch of course at McDonalds.

I found a table in the corner that isolated us from the rest of the customers while John ordered.

In no time he came with a box of chicken nuggets and a hamburger for himself.

"So Katy... I have some news.. I don't know how your going to take it."

"Oh just what I wanted to hear! Well spit it out then.."

"I'm going on tour. I have no choice."

"Oh no your not. Not yet at least. Let's have this kid, and then 2 months later. I'll be willing. March is when the baby will be here, May you can leave for tour. "

"Katy I don't have a choice. March is when the tour will start. Tickets are going on sale tomorrow. If I could change it I would."

"Are you fucking kidding me John. This is some sick joke. Your not leaving me 9 months fucking pregnant so I can have a kid on my own and deal with 3 kids. No way! Tell the record company to fuck off."

"KATY I DONT HAVE A CHOICE!"

I was so pissed off that John even thought a tour is a good idea 9 months into my pregnancy.

"You know what. Why don't you just fucking leave right now. I'll go to appointment on my own. Mine as well get use to this whole single mom shit."

"Katy your not going to be single! I'm going to be at work!"

"But I'm going to be alone John that's the point. Just go now. I can't even look at you. Go home. I'll get Shannon to pick me up. I'm done with your bullshit. If you cared you would stay. Just watch. March will fucking come around you leave and send me a nice fucking text message telling me we're getting divorced. I'm done with you fucking game John."

With that said I walked out. John followed we got in the car and he drove to the doctors office. He parked and i unbuckles getting out of the car. He then did the same but I turned around.

"What the fuck are you doing."

"Coming to the appointment."

"I told you to leave me alone. Bye."

With that said I continued walking entering the office and signing myself in.

I sat down in the seat that John and I usually sit in. This time he wasn't here. I was alone and that's somethingI was going to have to get use to I guess. I picked up a magazine while I waited. Flipping through the pages reading all the bullshit stories. Until I got to one. John and Katy: Living Happily Ever After. I continued to read how "the power couple is doing so well and how we were so inseparable." They had it all wrong. The pictures of us we looked so happy. If only I could go back to those days.

Now teary eyed the nurse called my name and brought me to the room.

"Hey Katy. Where's John?" Asked the doctor as she began to put that weird gel in my stomach.

"He had some work stuff." I said trying to hold back my tears and all my anger.

"Oh well Katy everything here looks healthy. Next visit we can tell the gender."

"Oh awesome. So I'll see you in 2 weeks?"

"Yes 2. You are all good to go!"

I walked out of the office sitting in the waiting room again. I dialed Shannon's number.

"Hey can you come get me? I'm stuck alone at the doctors office."

"I'm on my way. You better explain why your alone and stranded in a doctors office when I get there."

With my ride taken care of I hung up the phone and waited 3 minutes until Shannon's car pulled up.

"So tell me what's going on."

"John's a asshole."

I didn't want to even talk about John right now. He pissed me off way to much.

"Why's he a asshole Katy. He's your husband."

"Not anymore."

"Katy. Your not getting divorced. Your just upset. What's the fight about."

"He's fucking leaving to tour. He's going to miss me having the baby and everything. I'm going to be alone with 3 kids." I said while sliding the rings off my finger placing them inside my purse.

"Okay we need to get you home you need to talk to John."

"He can fucking go to hell. Take me to Angela's. I'll stay there for a while she won't mind."

With that said Shannon made a U turn taking me towards Ang's. At this point if I never saw John again, I wouldn't mind.