"Snap Out Of It"~Camren~

Ch. 13

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~Camila's P.O.V~
We have a show today so we've been getting ready for hours and I haven't seen Lauren all morning. I don't understand how one person can literally screw you up so much that you legit feel like your heart is being ripped out of your chest. I haven't been wit her for what? 3 hours and I can't stand it. I finished whatever I had to do and made my way to Lauren's dressing room only to find that she wasn't there. C'mon really where the hell is this girl. "Anybody know where Lauren is?" everyone looked as I screamed. "The rest of the girls are backstage already Camila you know this." Oh shit right. Wow I'm dumb we do this everyday. I ran around trying to find backstage while also not trying to mess up my hair. I saw the back of my amazing girlfriend and froze. I just stared for abit not really knowing what else to do. Well that's until she turned around and I'm pretty sure my knees turned to gravy. Those damn eyes. Although they were incredibly beautiful I couldn't help but get distracted by what was down below. That dress. That white dress. This is so wrong to be thinking these things but oh my god wow. "Mila what are you staring at?" Ally said but I couldn't really open my mouth. Lauren broke me out of my gaze by grabbing my hand an pulling me into a separate room. "Seriously Camz what's your issue?" She said sounding genuinely concerned. "You...I...you...um, you just..." I was rambling and I couldn't exactly get my words straight. "Spit it out Camila." "You look beautiful." Finally getting my words out. "Thanks Camz you look amazing yourself. Is that why you've been like eye raping me since I saw you in the hallway?" I laughed and realized that I in fact was probably eye raping her. "I just I'm not I don't um..you I..you know what I'm just gonna stop talking." I pushed up against the wall and let myself grab her in every spot I could find. I lifted her legs up and wrapped them around my waste finding that I was stronger than I thought as I held her up with one hand and tangled the other in her hair. Once I got out what I needed to I pulled away and let her feet hit the floor, dragging her bottom lip with it but then letting go. "Camz..." "I know I'm sorry I didn't mean to do that..I just, seeing you...in that dress." I mumbled once again. "Don't be sorry just promise me next time you decide to do that it won't end that fast." I laughed as she took my hand and my faced reddened. Did you really just do that Camila?
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The show ended and I was sweating like crazy, I'm pretty sure that's the first time I went full out crazy and danced as much as I could. We were walking back towards the bus when we were told that we wouldn't be going to the next city because of a bus difficulty so we made our way to a hotel. I was sitting on Lauren's lap and her hands were on my sides. It was dark so nobody could tell that her hands were up my shirt. They kept tracing random shapes and I couldn't help but shutter. She knew exactly what she was doing to me. My thoughts were going crazy on how to counter this but I couldn't so I just laid my back down on her chest. Bad move, she moved her hands and made her way up higher and higher on my stomach. She rubbed her hands all over it. My eyes closed and her touch felt amazing. She took her hands out of my shirt an rested them on my legs which was almost just as worse. I moved over to her ear an whispered slowly "Baby you're killing me." "Haha calm down Camz. You just looked sexy tonight all sweaty." We arrived at the hotel and I jumped out of the car as fast as I could and sprinted towards the doors, and when I say sprinted I mean I fucking ran as fast as my little banana legs could go. As I approached the doors I knocked into someone and fell I top of them. There face collided with mine and I felt gross lips touch my mouth. I immediately pulled away and got off the man as fast as I could. "Camila?! What the hell?" I heard a familiar voice say. I turned around to see Lauren standing there. The bags dropped from her hands and she ran into the hotel. I called after her and tried to follow her but she slammed the door in my face. "Lolo please I tripped and fell it was an accident! I would never cheat! Babe please open the door!" I screamed outside of her room. I heard subtle cries coming from inside but she never answered. I dropped to my knees now balling in hysterics. We were perfect. Everything was going perfect and one accident ruined it completely. I finally got her and now she slipped out of my grip in a matter of seconds. Lo was my roommate but since she never answered so I found myself sleeping in Normani and Dinah's room on the floor. That night I cried myself to sleep. Not even sleep, I only passed out for like 10 minutes and woke back up again just to cry even more. The only thing keeping me sane was my friends holding me telling me that it was going to be okay even though I knew it probably wasn't.
~Lauren's P.O.V~
I walked in circles pacing around my hotel room thinking about what I just saw. Tears were now falling and I couldn't make them stop. I sat on the floor until I heard a knock at my door. "Go away Camila." I said as I could barely even make out those words. "It's not Camila it's me, Ally." I lifted myself off the floor and opened the door staring into the yes of my friend. She ran past me and started going off yelling. "Lauren what the fuck and when I say this you know I mean it because I never curse! But what in the fuck is wrong with you!? Camila DID NOT cheat on you. I saw the whole thing. They bumped into each other and Camz was knocked down and there faces hit. I wouldn't even be surprised if she cracked a tooth. Now she's in there bawling her eyes out on the floor while Dinah is holding her. I think you know what you need to do." The small girl let out almost out of breath storming out of the room. I looked down at myself in utter disgust. How could I accuse her like that? She was innocent and I basically slapped her in the face. I ran quickly over to D's room and opened the door finding Camila in Dinah's arms. I walked over and bent down to them. I gave Dinah a pleading look and she knew she should give us some space and walked out along with Normani. I took Camz in my arms and brushed her head with the palm of my hand as she cried. "Lolo?" The brunette said faintly. "It's okay I'm here I believe you I'm so stupid I'm sorry this happened. It's my fault I should've trusted you." "I'm s-so sorry I love y-you." My heart broke a little more when I heard her apologize. She had nothing to apologize for. It was my fault for being so stupid. "Don't apologize it's ok." She wrapped her arms around me so tight that I almost couldn't breathe. She held on and I laid her down, with her still in my arms. We were both crying our eyes out on each other but didn't seem to care. All I wanted was to have her in my arms and never let go. "I love you Camzzi. Okay nothing's gonna change that. I promise."
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I wasn't gonna update but then I hit 1k and got all excited so as a thank you here ya go !!Guys please vote and comment !! I love hearing what you have to say and it lets me know you actually like the story !! ~Sarah