"Snap Out Of It"~Camren~

Ch. 2

~Camila's P.O.V~
My eyes fluttered open to find a warm body next to me. I looked down and admired the girl below me. I meant what I said last night and I don't know why it took me so long to realize it but I think I'm falling for her. I don't know why I am. It just kinda happened. There's no way she feels the same though, I need to find a way to shake these feelings. Lauren started waking up and for some reason I pretended to be asleep. I didn't want her to know that I was awake looking at her. She lifted her head off my chest and I think she is looking at me. "I wake up and adore you more everyday." was all I heard till she got up and kissed my forehead. What the hell does that mean? Whatever it's probably nothing. When I knew it was safe I got up and headed into the living room. "Morning Mila" everyone said in unison which kind of creeped me out. "Hey Camz" I connected eyes with Lauren and felt my knees shake. What the hell is happening to me. "H-hey" I stuttered. I walked up to the fridge to grab some orange juice and everyone was just staring at me. "What are you guys looking at?" They just laughed under there breathes and left me confused as fuck. "Why are you guys looking at me like that!?" "Camz your shirt is backwards and your pants are inside out..." They all broke into laughter and I looked down to find that she wasn't lying. "Oh..this is embarrassing." I rolled my eyes at the red faced girls in front of me. "Mila next time don't get dressed in the dark okay?" "Very funny Dinah." I walked back to my room with my drink and pulled my shirt and pants off to fix them.
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I was in my make-up chair just staring into space when I heard whispering in the background. I focused my attention to Normani and Lauren talking. "Lo, why do you always stare at Mila like that?" "Like what?" "Like you love her..." uh-oh. "Because I do, don't you?" "Lauren you know what I mean. Like you love love her." "Mani you're ridiculous." With that she walked out of the dressing room and I just sat and pretended I didn't hear there conversation. When I was done we went to meet and greet and a sign one of the fans was holding caught my eye. I walked closer to read it and it said 'Camila kiss me!" Hahaha. "Oh my god your sign is amazing" "Will you?" "Will I what?" "Will you kiss me? On the cheek?" This is kinda awkward but I guess it could be worse. "Of course!" I grabbed the boys cheek and kissed it. The look on his face was priceless. "Thank you. I love you!" "Love you too!! Hope you have fun at the show!" I walked towards Lauren and she looked upset. Ugh not again. "Why did you kiss him?" "Why do you care, he asked and I didn't see the big deal." I tried to say as nice as possible. "I-I don't care I was just wondering." That's all she said before she ran towards Ally. "She's jealous." Someone whispered in my ear to find Dinah. "What are you talking about?" "You're so oblivious Mila it's actually pretty funny. Can you honestly not tell that she is head over heals for you?" "You're crazy D, that's ridiculous." "Really? Watch this." She grabbed my hand and intertwined my fingers. She pulled me to were Lauren would see us and I felt her stare at us. "Dinah what are yo-" "Just watch Lo okay" I looked at her in the corner of my eye as Dinah kissed my cheek. "I LOVE YOU MILAAA!!!" She screamed and Lauren just put her head down and to be honest looked pissed. That doesn't mean she has feelings though? She could just be in one of her moods. She walked passed us and gave Dinah what looked like a death stare. "Do you see what I mean?" "Dinah that doesn't mean anything." "Listen chancho trust me. She loves you. The question is do you have those feelings back?" I froze and didn't know wether to tell her or not. I know I could trust her but this was different. "I-um...I don't know. Can I be honest though?" "Of course Mila, this will stay between us." Okay. This is it. "I get really nervous when I'm around her. Like when she holds my hand I get all choked up and I don't know what to do. I know she's special to me but I think I like her more than I'm supposed to.." It felt so good to finally tell someone and just let it out. "Listen, that's called love. You both obviously have feelings for each other so why not? You should tell her Mila." "Hahaha, you're crazy. I can tell her!" "Okay well at least tease her a bit." I looked at her in confusion. "What?" "Tease her. Like flirt with her till she gets so frustrated that she confesses her feelings. It'll be really funny trust me." This girl is honestly so ridiculous. Only Dinah would think this, but maybe it could work. I thought about it and wondered if I even knew how to flirt. "Okay, but I'm not sure if I'm even good at flirting." "The girl would do anything for you it doesn't take much. Just hold her hand, cuddle with her, play with her hair, I don't know things like that." I thought about it for a second and laughed at the fact that I was really about to do this. "Alright. I'll try. Do you really think this will work?" "Trust me it will"
Welp. Here goes nothing.
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We just finished the show and we were making our way back to the bus when I remembered the conversation between Dinah and I. Okay Camila, you got this. We walked onto the bus and I had to think fast before everyone went to their bunks. "Hey guys, we should watch a movie together. Like old times." They all started screaming and Ally and Dinah raced to the movie bin. "Ally you always pick the movie! It's my turn!" "Ugh fine but I think Lauren should choose." We all looked at Ally in disbelief. Lauren choosing a movie only meant one thing. "Yes! Scary movie!!" Lauren screamed. "See what you did Ally." Dinah said and we all laughed. "Oh come on I hate scary movies Lo. I'll only watch it if you hold me!" I looked over at Dinah and she winked. "Fine, why do you always need someone to cuddle with during scary movies?" She said sarcastically. "Because they're scary and I'll probably pee my pants without someone. Don't be a hater!" They just laughed at me and I sat down on the floor. I motioned for Lauren to sit in between my legs and she hesitated but joined me. Okay here we go. I wrapped my arms right around her and rested my head on her shoulder. Oh! I have an idea. "Hey Lo?" "Yeah Camz?" "Can you move your hair to the side it's on my face" "Yeah sorry" So what I am planning on doing is when a scary part comes I'm gonna hide my face in her neck. When she least expects it I'm gonna kiss it and hope for a good reaction. Scary music started playing and I knew this was my chance, out of nowhere we heard a bang and I hid my face in her neck just like I said I would. Not on purpose I'm just a baby. I peeked over to see Dinah watching my every move. I squeezed Lauren's hands and gently placed a small kiss at the bottom of her hair line. She flinched but then relaxed and I knew I was doing something right. She squeezed my hands and started rubbing them with them with her thumb. I smiled at the little motion. I untangled our fingers and moved them down her sides. I saw goosebumps rise on her arms and laughed to myslef. I wrapped my arms at the bottom of her waist. "I gotta pee Lo, get up please." She got up and I went into the bathroom. I didn't really have to pee but I needed a second to collect my thoughts. Was this really happening? A couple minutes later I walked back out. I tried to go back to my spot but she made us switch positions to were she was now behind me. Dammit. What am I up posed to do now? I sat down and she grabbed the blanket that was on the couch. She put it over us and I found her resting her hands in my shirt. I felt her fingers against my skin and began to hold my breathe. What the actual fuck is she doing. She took them out and started dragging circles against my uncovered thighs. I tried my best not to flinch but I her touch made my heart race. I laid my head back on her shoulder and but my lip. Camila stop! Oh god. This is not happening. She began blowing against my neck and that's when I lost it. I'm guessing she caught on to my teasing. Shit how did she know? I looked over to Dinah and pleaded for help. She smirked to herself and then it hit me that Dinah was the one who probably set me up. Wow. Some friend you are Dinah. The movie ended and I bolted up off her and ran to my bunk. I heard footsteps and prayed it wasn't Lauren. My curtain opened and I shut my eyes. I felt someone climb in and knew exactly who it was. "So you wanna tell me what that was back there?" Oh no. What am I supposed to say. "Umm..I don't know what you're talking about.." "Oh really? What if I said I don't believe you?" Shit. Shit. Shit. "Well...um" before I could finish my answer she turned me over to face her. "I want you to look me in the eyes and tell me." Motherfucker. She knows her eyes are my weakness. Now what am I supposed to. "I-I um I still do-" "Just shut up and kiss me okay?" With that she pulled my lips to hers. It took me a second because I was in utter shock but I reciprocated the kiss. It was so gentle and her lips tasted so sweet. I placed my hand on her cheek to deepen the kiss. I don't really know what I was doing I just knew I didn't wanna stop. She let my lips free and looked into my eyes. "Woah.." "Yeah...woah." I have no idea what the hell to do or say. I can still feel her on my lips. "Can you please do that again..." She giggled and pulled my face back to hers and connected out lips once again. This kiss was different. It was stronger. I felt her lick the bottom of my lip and my heart raced. I think I'm supposed to let her tongue in. Oh gawd. I don't know what I'm doing. I spread my lips and she took no time to have her tongue find mine. I wrestled her till I eventually gave up and let her win. She pulled back and I was speechless. "I don't know if I did that right but I hope so." She threw her head back in laughter and I felt my face heat up. "Don't laugh at me Lolo!" "I'm not laughing at you I'm sorry, you're cute though. Trust me you did fine." Thank god. "What does this mean?" I said in all seriousness. "What do you want it to mean?" "I don't know I'm still in shock." "Well. Why don't you just sleep on it and we can figure it out in the morning. How does that sound?" "Good, and Lo?" "Yeah Camz?" "You're a really good kisser." I laughed at how dumb I was and why the hell I let that sentence leave my mouth. "Haha, I know." I didn't say anything else I just tucked my head in her neck and let my arms fall over hers. This moment was something I would never forget. I'm glad my first kiss was with Lauren. Damn she is prefect. I let my eyes close and thought about everything I loved about her till I fell asleep...