Kye's Diary | Fifth Entry

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January 19th, 20XX

This has probably been the most interesting day of our vacation.

Parasailing.

I didn't want to admit how afraid I was because I wanted to be brave for you, however I will admit that I was very worried for you today. When you came in after Yoongi just told me you were meeting me at the site, I was thrown off guard. Your behavior alerted me that something was wrong and I wanted to know what it was. I wanted to be there for you but I wasn't sure if prying would be appropriate.


I know that we are friends and that we talk to each other all the time about things going on in our lives but I feel as if you've been very secretive lately. Leading up to our trip, I hadn't heard from you and I know there have been times that we've gone a few weeks without responses but I was really worried about you Taehyung. You'd seemed excited for your Tokyo trip and...


Nevermind! Let's not talk about that! *smiles*


Back to Parasailing...


Nervous wreck *check*
Trembling with the fear of dying *check*
Amazing best friend by my side to help me relax *double check*


You're really testing my sanity but I guess I need someone in my life to keep me in check.



Which brings me to the whispers...



Taehyung, you knew I wouldn't understand everything you said but I did hear one thing that I can't seem to stop thinking of.


Maybe I'm silly for allowing this to linger.


I like you too...alot. *smiles*


Never have I ever had anyone like you in my life, regardless if we were miles away or just down the hall. I guess you can say that you've always been the sanity that kept me in check. How do you possess such a power?


You've been nothing but sweet and caring on this trip. Not that I knew you wouldn't be but it's just...I don't know. I can't describe when I'm in your presence and I even feel speechless now writing this.


I used to have this idea that maybe...but I knew it wasn't possible


You are like literally living in the future, being an entire day away and there wasn't any reason for you to be here or I there. Well, nothing but a leisure trip to bring me to you or you to me.


How could I justify starting something...well new with us?


You are way out of my league. I don't think I'm good enough for you and I wouldn't dare put you through the torture of a long distance relationship. You need someone who is there with you and will always be. I'm not sure if I could be that person but you were showing me something different tonight.


Did you really want to kiss me? Have you always wanted to?


I was too scared.


Scared to kiss you even when I realized that maybe we were on the same wavelength.

It's possible that I like you as much as I think you like me or more.

Deeper than like.
The next level from infatuation.
I really need to know...


Tu es amoureux de moi?

Sincerely,


Kye






Kye

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