Cease Of Mirage [COMPLETED]

Chapter 2: The End of Us

TRIST

Nangingig ang kamay ko habang nakahawak sa manibela. Hindi ko alam kung sa'n ako pupunta. All I know is I'm in pain.

Hininto ko ang kotse sa kung saan because I can't restrain myself from crying. Napahawak ako sa dibdib ko dahil pakiramdam ko hindi ako makahinga sa sakit.

Nagpaulit-ulit sa isip ko ang nakita ko kanina at mas lalong nag-uunahan ang luha ko sa paglabas.

"P-Paano mo nagawa sa 'kin 'to? Nagkulang ba 'ko?" I ask between my sobs.

My bare eyes saw Riz and Tracey are peacefully sleeping while naked!

I went out of the car because I was like suffocating inside. I still can't stop myself from crying so hard. I waited for his texts and calls and only to find out that he was busy for his f*ck*ng business!

'I FELT SUPER BETRAYED!'

There are so many cars bypassing and I don't give a damn if they see me like this. I'm messed up! I'm so f*cked up!

Nakita kong sa isang park ako huminto. Walang tao dahil gabi na, pero maliwanag pa rin ang paligid dahil sa mga poste ng ilaw rito.

I sat on one of the swings here. As much as I wanted to forget what I saw, but my mind keeps on remembering it.

There are so many questions popping on my head at pilit na sinasagot ang walang hanggang mga bakit.

"Here." May kamay sa harap ko na may hawak na panyo. Lumingon ako sa gilid. I almost freaked out when I saw that person. He's wearing a marshmello mask! "Do I look scary?"

I slowly nodded. I thought I'm the only person here, I didn't see him earlier. Lalaki siya base on his voice and his get up. Napansin ko ang dalawang letra na nakaukit sa ibabang gilid ng marshmello mask niya.

'ZG' 'Yan ang nakaukit. Initials niya kaya 'to?

"A-Are you a thief?" I asked. He laughed a little. I frown for his reaction. "If yes, wala ka ng makukuha sa 'kin. I have nothing left." I said, emotionless.

"I'm not a thief and I'm not that stupid to take advantage on your weakness," he said in a matter-of-fact tone. "At sa sinabi mo kanina, meron pang natira sa 'yo."

Kumunot ang noo ko. "A-Ano naman?"

"Durog mong puso. Meron ka pang durog na durog at pinigang puso."

Napasinghal ako sa sinabi niya at tumawa ako ng mahina. If I'm on my normal self I would curse him to death, but I'm too tired to even argue.

"So get this dahil kanina ka pa singhot nang singhot."

Namula ang pisngi ko sa hiya. Kinuha niya ang kamay ko nang makita niyang wala akong balak na kunin 'yong panyo.

"I just want a peace of mind, that's why," mahinang sabi niya at tumingin sa taas.

I smelled his hankie if he puts sleeping pills or what, but it seems not, in fact sobrang bango pa nga, eh.

Pinunasan ko ang ilong ko. "Uhh, what's your name? Don't get me wrong, I'm not interested to you or what, para 'pag nagkita tayo ulit, do'n ko na lang ibabalik 'tong panyo mo."

Tumingin siya sa 'kin. Nakakaasiwa talaga 'yang mask niya. "Ibabalik mo rin sa 'kin 'yan 'pag tapos mo nang gamitin."

"Ano? P-Pero labhan ko muna."

"'Wag na. May sentimental value 'yan sa 'kin kaya ibalik mo mamaya."

"Eh bakit mo pinagamit sa 'kin? Nalagyan ko pa naman ng... uhog," mahina kong sabi sa huling salita.