Back to the Start (Book 3 of the "Fearless" series) [Completed]

Chapter 8 - Something Something

Malibu, Ca. / Somewhere off the coast of Florida
July 11, 2013

[Karsyn]

I haven't had any fucking morning sickness at all, but put me on a cruise ship and let it take off, and I'm throwing up over the side of the rails every chance I get. I wasn't like this on the first Backstreet Boys cruise I went on and I wasn't like this on the New Kids cruise, but holy shit. I can't keep anything down and I know its motion sickness.

I've started to show just a little, but only if I'm naked or you look at my stomach you can tell. Or if I'm wearing a tight dress. If I'm wearing regular clothes, you can't tell yet so I'm not wearing a swimsuit on this cruise. Emmileigh isn't here so I won't be going out by the pool or anything. Honestly, all I feel like doing is staying in bed.

Haley is staying with Donnie and Emmileigh because I don't think she needed to be on here with the way parties go down and the drunk people. Emmileigh is busy planning her wedding that's going to take place before the tour starts and I'm busy dodging questions from fans about when I'm due or what we're going to name the baby. That's why I just want to stay in the room.

That way I won't throw up on anybody.

"Come on, put this on," Nick said, standing in front of me in a Celtics jersey for the team party night. I stared at the Bobcats jersey and looked back at him. "What?"

"The Charlotte Bobcats are the worse team in the NBA," I mumbled. "I don't give a shit if Michael Jordan is the owner. I just... I just want to stay in here."

"You have been hiding in this room all day and we just got on the boat, Karsyn," he said. "Come on... I know why you're hiding in here."

"No you don't."

"You're paranoid about the fans," he said as I stared at him. "Nobody is going to toss you overboard or anything because you're pregnant. You're usually not like this."

"I just don't want to be bombarded and have a panic attack and throw up on anybody," I whined as he crawled up on the bed. "Plus the Bobcats do suck, Nick."

"Well," he said, staring at me. "I did get you something else," he said, crawling off of the bed and digging in his suitcase. "Because I had a feeling you weren't going to like the Bobcats thing."

"I can't wait," I said as he pulled out a University of North Carolina Tarheels jersey with the number 81 on it.

"Wait," he said, turning it around, seeing instead of a name, it said 'NC BABY MAMA.' "Get it.. NC Baby Mama... Nick Carter... North Carolina..." I laughed as he tossed me the jersey. "Now put it on with some shorts or a skirt or something and let's go."

"Fine, you won me over with that one," I sighed, crawling off the bed as he high-fived himself.

[/Karysn]

[Emmileigh]

"So when is my mama back?"

I looked at Haley, who was holding her doll the same way I was holding Savannah as I fed her. "In a few days."

"And I'm staying here until they are back?"

I nodded, smiling at her.

"Is Donnie going to work whilst I'm here?"

"Nope." I chuckled. "And I think he has plans for us all tomorrow."

Haley's eyes lit up. "What is it?"

"I'm not sure." I looked down at Savannah as she coughed and sat her up to wind her. I glanced down at Haley to see her doing the same thing with her doll.

"Is my mama's baby going to come out her vagina whilst she's away?"

I snorted and looked at Haley. I could hear Donnie laughed from the kitchen, so I knew he had heard what she'd said. "No, Haley. The baby won't be here till nearer christmas."

"That's ages away! Has she got two babies too?"

"Nope. Just one." I laid Savannah back down and put her bottle back in her mouth. "You sure ask alot of questions."

"I know. I'm learning."

I smiled to myself. She was too much like Karsyn. I finished Savannah's feed and laid her in her bouncy chair before looking at Haley.

"You wanna call your mama before you go to bed?"

Haley shook her head. "Nah. I'm a big girl now."

I smiled before standing up and walking into the kitchen, where Donnie was feeding Logan.

"That kid is a trip."

I chuckled. "She's Karsyn through and through. So what's the plans for tomorrow?"

"Hmm I was thinking Disney."

"Disney?"

"OH MY GOD ARE WE GOING TO DISNEY!?"

I was about to protest it, but hearing Haley yell, and wake both my babies up in the process, meant it was too late to change Donnie's mind.

Looks like we're going to Disney in the morning.

[/Emmileigh]