CHAPTER 41: THE FIRST HIT

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WARNING: THIS CHAPTER MIGHT BE SENSITIVE!

"..Bare your soul to me, here I stand for you.
Stop crying your heart, days will come for you, for us..."
                
Janett Suhh-- In Silence


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Ya... Ya Adnan?" She asked stuttering, her eyes widened when from the moonlight illuminating the room, she noticed he was naked.

"sshhh..." He said quietly as his hand gently pulled her closer, she moved back from him, her heart beating fast.

"Wh... What are you doing?" She asked with a stutter. Amirah was sweating more now and she wanted this to be a bad dream, she also wanted to wake up from it already.

"Calm down, you'll enjoy it." His large palm grabbed her breast and she immediately pulled away with such force, it shocked them both.
Adnan gave her a deafening slap that muted her for few seconds before she let out a scream that was interrupted with another deafening slap, she let out a whimper as tears ran down her cheeks.

"Ya Adnan please, please don't do this."

"You'll enjoy this my little Mirah, you will."

His hands were rough on her, pulling her breasts, pinching her bum.

"Ya Adnan I beg of you, please stop... You're hurting me."

He wasn't listening to her, his breathing was heavier and his palm on her breast was pulling and squeezing at the same time, hurting her.

He tried pulling over her skirt, she held to it tighter with a plea on her lips, he snatched and tore the cotton material with ease leaving her in just her panties.

Amirah felt exposed and tried to cover up, she crossed her legs and kept on pleading with her brother.

His hands ran up her thighs, every touch of his was disgusted her and more tears ran down her face.

End of flashback...

"I tried to make him stop, I really did." She bursted into tears, curled herself up on the couch and buried her face into her knees. She ran her hands on her shoulder as if trying to pacify herself.

"I wanted him to stop, it was hurting, it was hurting a lot."

Tara stood up from her seat and walked up to her, she hesitated before touching Amirah on the back with the intent of pacifying her but Amirah's reaction was unexpected.

She immediately flinched and began screaming, "don't touch me! Don't touch me, get away from me!"

Tara moved back. "It's fine Amirah, it's fine, it's just me." But her screams didn't die down.

"Leave me alone! Please, please. It's hurting!"

Her breathing was becoming rapid and her chant was faster, Tara immediately noticed she was having a panic attack.

She had a moment of confusion, she didn't know if going closer to Amirah will worsen her situation or better it.

"Amirah it's fine, it's fine." She said moving slowly towards her.

"Don't touch me! Don't touch me!" She kept repeating over and over again. Her breathing seemed forced and she was now sweating profusely despite the air conditioner in the room being on. Amirah felt suffocated, she felt him around her, she felt him touching her.

"Take in a deep breath please." Tara knelt down in front of her but there was enough space between them to not worsen Amirah's fear.

"Don't touch me! Don't touch me!" She was gasping and her eyes were frantic, looking everywhere in a scares manner but she kept murmuring her chants still.

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