Yeah yeah, yeah yeah
Alright, check me out
No, I don't claim to know the struggle cause I've never lived it
But life for me hasn't always been photogenic and perfect
Only I can make my own self determined
Not a parent, a preacher, a teacher, Jesus or verdict could over turn this
Willpower that I got got burning so deep inside of me trying to necessary like cursive
And no parents aren't divorced, my pops never vanished
They act like since I've always had Granite tops, that I take this shit for granted
Damn it
That isn't further from the truth
Who gives a damn if I was brought up astute
They say you don't have the financial problems all these real rappers do
And you ain't even bursting caps in dudes
And just because I have a passion for rapping the world expects me to?
Now that's the stupidest thing that I've ever heard
I'm just gone flip'em the bird
I'm waking up in the early morning now is a powerful work ethics so unheard of in this day and age I'll make my way regardless of the haters hatin'
Envy is a shameful trait sometimes I feel its no escape
From the scrutiny and judgment
And really its not
Its gonna keep comin' as long as the young'n is buzzin
Ah, so I just accept it and laugh
And as much as I love the cash, its so much deeper than that
Being iconic is what I'm striving for, I sleep and I snap
Into a new reality within my dreams
And then I wake up to the exact same thing cause recently my life has flipped 180° degrees
I was never the most confident of my friends
I remember down in my basement Sammy, Big Mike, and Biggs
They made me rap for them, threatening me with shit if I didn't
Low key making fun of me as I spit you know how it is
Probably thinking to themselves "you better stick to you day job"
But now the jokes on them cause that's exactly what this is, Yep
Gettin the types of girls I used to not
Kinda goes to show as an example how I'm used a lot
But no, I'm not complaining cause I don't got the moral compass of the gods
Honestly sometimes I fuck up, I'm just a human
Sometimes I'm out until the suns up
But that's just how it is when you're a young buck
Living on my own I'm only 18
Don't really llike the clubs much
I rather chill and puff one
But that's beside the fact
Hip hop heads be claiming I can't mess with them cause this and that
And the viners they have young girls for the fans
But man at least those girls love me just for who I am. Ah
I guess they'll never understand, its alright
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Dark Paradise: Taylor Caniff
FanfictionI'm Ariana. I'm 16yrs old. I have no parents. I have no life. I am nobody. That is until I meet them.