Sander Sides Oneshots (Request open)

Blade

TW: Lots of angst, and lots of blood, self harm, suicide attempt.

A/N: If any of those upset you or make you uncomfortable please, please skip this chapter! I can't make you but I did warn you. Stay safe guys.

This was day 5 for inktober but I loved it too much so here ya go

Virgil's Pov

I slamed the door and paced my room my breathing heavy. With a wave of my hand a bloodied blade was in my hand. I threw my hoodie to the side and tore the bandages off my left arm. With shakey hands I wrote my last words.

Remy,

I'm sorry Raven. But I can't keep going like this, I should've stayed, I don't know why I left. Take care of Jan and Ree for me, they'll need it. Keep Thomas safe from the dangers of the world seeing as I no longer will be able to.

Tears dotted the paper staing and smudging the ink.

Always remember I love you, I always have and I always will. Don't blame yourself, don't blame them. We both knew I wasn't cut out for this. For life, as a side, for Thomas. Just....never forget me ok? Promise me you won't forget me...

Love your Storm Cloud,

Virgil

I folded the piece of paper and set it on the desk. I turned my left arm over and grabbed the blade.

"I'm sorry Remy."

I cut. I cut, and cut, and cut till the only thing left was blood. The red liqud was everywhere, my floor, clothes, the blade, my hand, my arm. My vision became cloudy with tears. The red river turned into a cloudy ocean of red. My colapsed to my knees. Shallow, hollow sobs racked my thin frame as blood poured everywhere. My breathing slowed as giant spots of black faded in and out like a spot light. I laid on my side watching the blood leak from my arm onto the blood stained floor.

"Vee babes I'm ba-Virgil!"

"I'm s-sorry Remy..."

I felt the cool liquid flow from the corner of my mouth and down my chin.

"Oh my gosh Virgil what did you do!?"

Everything seemed to slow down, I couldn't hear Remy very well either.

"There, you'll be ok Vee, I got you."

The blood was wiped from my mouth and I found myself sitting up. I blinked as my senses came back.

"Hey Vee, you're ok now."

"Remy....water please."

"Here."

I shakily took the water bottle from him.

"T-thank you."

"Of course Stormy."

A/N: Soooo how was it? Really I'm trying a new style and some feedback would be nice. You don't have to of course but if you do let me know in the comments! See you next time Princes, Princesses, and Other Royalty!