Sander Sides Oneshots (Request open)

A Fight

Summary: How does Remus react to being called evil by the side that raised him. The side that told him he wasn't evil.

Remus’ Pov

“Between you and Remus I wouldn’t know who the evil twin is.”

My eyes went wide as I stared at the viewing screen.

‘Evil twin….does he think I’m evil? I thought he...cared… I looked up to him, he was like a father to me!’

“Re? Are you ok?” 

Virgil placed a hand on my shoulder as I stared at the screen.

“A’m I evil?” I asked under my breath.

“What was that?”

“A’m I evil? I know I’m not the best side but I want to help. I just can’t do it the same way as the others… Does that make me evil?”

“No! Remus look at me hun.” He turned me to look at him, “You are not evil ok? Just because you help in a different way then the others does not make you evil. Your trait does not define you.”

He wrapped his arms around me pulling me into a hug. I slowly hugged him back and felt a kiss on my head.

“I’m sure he didn’t mean it, he was probably just defending himself. Why don’t you just talk to him about it when he comes back from the video.”

I nodded burying my head in his chest.

“Why don’t he head back to your room to wait for him?”

“Ok…”

We sunk out of the screening room and appeared in my room.

“Can we cuddle?”

“Come here love.”

I curled up in his side wrapping my arms around his waist holding him close. He ran his hand through my hair while we waited for Janus to come back.

“Remus! I’m back!”

“You head down I’ll wait for you here ok.”

“Alright.”

I took a deep breath heading downstairs stopping at the bottom.

“Evil twin? Is that what you think about me?”

He went wide eyed staring at me, “You saw the video…”

“Up to the part where you called me evil. I was happy that you got your point across. That Thomas was listening to you, I thought maybe this was the turning point or you, for me, for us but I was mistaken right? You don’t really care do you?”

“Remus you know that’s not true.”

“Really? I don’t know what to believe anymore Janus. You just called me Evil with no explanation and after years of telling me I’m not evil and that I help in my own unique way!”

“I didn’t mean it Remus! You’re not the evil twin!”

“Then why say it Deceit! I can tell when you’re lying and you were not lying!”

He stepped back at my outburst, “Well I’m sorry that I finally got accepted! It’s not my fault that you’re the bad creativity! That you serve no real purpose to Thomas and his life!”

I stepped back gripping at my chest. My heart shattered into a million pieces as the words sunk in. Tears pricked at my eyes blurring my vision as I took a shaky breath.

“Remus I-I didn’t mean that! I’m sorry Remus!”

“That hurt more than what Logan said back at the end of my episode. Especially since I looked up to you my whole life, you were a parent figure to me…”

“Remus-”

“No. I don’t want to hear it, why don’t you just go back to your lightside friends. I’m sure they miss you more than I will.”

“Remus…”

“Just go Janus!”

“I love you…”

He sunk out and I fell to my knees crying.

‘He’s really gone… Oh gosh Remus you idiot! You just lost the last person that was with you!’

‘What about Virgil?’

'He doesn’t live here! I’m...I’m alone now…. Oh gosh! Oh gosh! Oh gosh! Look what you did Remus! You messed up big time now!’

“Rere? Remus! Are you ok?” I heard his footsteps hurriedly down the stairs and arms wrap around me.

“Re...it’s alright I’m here and I’m not leaving.”

“You said that before and you still left.”

“And I’m back now and I’m not going anywhere.”

“I lost him...I lost the one person who took care of me since the split...the person who-who made me feel wanted and important. I lost him...I lost him for good Vee...I messed up...again.”

“Remus. Everything’s going to be ok. You’re going to be ok, I’m here for you, I’m here with you.”

I turned around to face him wiping at my eyes.

“Oh, love,” He wiped the extra tears away with his thumb, “How do movies and cuddles sound?”

“Can we watch a horror movie?”

“Of course we can, come on.”

He pulled me up, dragging me to the couch. Snapping his fingers he turned on a movie pulling me down onto his lap. I frowned a little not use to being cuddled like this.

“Is someone upset they’re not holding me instead?”

“I’m not used to this…”

“Don’t worry it’s a one time thing, now shush and watch the movie.”

I turned back to the t.v leaning back against the anxious side.